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Saturday, August 29, 2026

The Buddhist origins of Reiki (video)


Reiki Founder Mikao Usui
Mikao Usui (1865-1926), commonly Usui Mikao in Japanese, was the founder of Reiki, a form of spiritual energy healing used as an alternative therapy for the treatment of physical, emotional, and mental diseases.

He taught Reiki to over 2,000 people during his lifetime. Eleven of these students continued their training to reach the Shinpiden level, equivalent to the Western third degree or Master level.

Early life, family, and education
What is our energetic aura?
He was born in Taniai village (now Miyama cho), Yamagata district, Gifu Prefecture, Japan, now located near present-day Nagoya. His ancestors were the once influential Chiba clan of Hatamoto samurai.

According to the inscription on his memorial, Tsunetane Chiba, a military commander during the end of the Heian period and the start of the Kamakura period (1180-1230), was one of Usui's ancestors.

In 1551, Toshitane Chiba conquered the city Usui and thereafter all family members acquired that name.

Usui was raised as a samurai from childhood, specifically in the martial arts techniques of aiki (合氣術) or "Way of Aiki" = Aikido.
  • A Shumei member recently told us that three Japanese men all belonged to an organization called Oomoto Kyo ("Great Source"). One went on to develop Reiki, another (Morihei Ueshiba) Aikido, and a third (Mokichi Okada) Jyorei energy healing and Shumei.
  • Aikido Founder Morihei Ueshiba developed Aikido as a synthesis of his martial studies, philosophy, and religious beliefs. His goal was to create an art that practitioners could use to defend themselves while also protecting their attackers from injury. Aikido is often translated as "the way of unifying (with) life energy" or as "the way of harmonious spirit." According to the founder's philosophy, the primary goal in the practice of aikido is to overcome oneself instead of cultivating violence or aggressiveness against others.
Although there are many stories extant in the United States that Usui earned a doctorate in theology at the theological seminary of the University of Chicago, he never attended, let alone received any degree from the University of Chicago.

Career and activities
There is a universal life force (chi or ki)
As an adult, it is believed that he traveled to several Western countries, including the Americas, Europe, and China as a part of his continued study.

His studies included medicine, history, Buddhism, Christianity, psychology, and Taoism.

It is believed that the aim of Usui's teachings was to provide a method for students to achieve connection with the "universal life force" energy (prana, esoteric energy, holy spirit, spiritus, animating force) that would help them in their self-development.


What sets his teachings apart from other hands-on healing methods is his use of attunement (reiju) to remind students of their spiritual connection.

It seems that all of his students received five principles to live by and those with a further interest in the teachings became dedicated students.

There does not appear to have been a distinction between clients and students in the beginning though this may have changed at some point.

People began coming to Usui Mikao possibly for different purposes -- some for healing and others for the spiritual teachings.

Shugendō is a Japanese mountain ascetic shamanism that incorporates Shinto and Buddhist practices [15].

The roles of Shugendō practitioners include offering religious services such as fortune telling, divination, channeling, prayer, ritual incantations, and exorcism.

Shugendo was often used by family clans to heal disease or avoid misfortune [11].

Claims of Reiki's Christian origins
Hawayo Takata, a Reiki Master under the tutelage of Chujiro Hayashi (林 忠次郎, 1880–1940), lied about Reiki's history of development to make Reiki more appealing to the West [16].

To this end she made a relation of Reiki with Jesus Christ and not with Buddhism.

Buddhist origins of Reiki

She also falsely presented Usui as the dean of a Christian school. While he had obtained the knowledge of Reiki from the Buddhist religious book The Tantra of the Lightning Flash, Takata claimed that he had been inspired from the story of Jesus Christ, who had healed with the touch of his hand.

So Usui, it was said, had come to America to learn Reiki. She told this to spread Reiki among Christians, too, believing it would otherwise be extinct.

However, in 1994, the original manuscript was found, which claimed that Reiki had originated from Gautama Buddha, the historical founder of Buddhism [17]. More
The origins of Reiki and the glory of India:  It's all prana (breath, spirit, spiritual-energy)

(Yogiraj SatGurunath Siddhanath) Nov. 22, 2015. Yogiraj Gurunath Siddhanath World Tour Schedule: siddhanath.org

Wednesday, July 1, 2026

Hindu: Why sex means suffering (ISKCON)


Why Sex Means Suffering
Lord Krishna loves Radha, gopis
भक्ति विकास स्वामी - Bhakti Vikasa Swami(भक्ति विकास स्वामी - Bhakti Vikasa Swami) Oct. 21, 2025: #misery #sex #bvks #sex #misery. Recorded on October 1, 2025, in Vellore, Tamil Nadu, India. Practice brahmacharya (spiritual "celibacy") for Ayurveda, avoiding sinfulness (pāpa). For thousands of ISKCON (Int'l Society of Krishna Consciousness) talks on the Bhagavad-gita, Srimad Bhagavatam, Caitanya-caritamrta, and Bhajans, please see cross platform apps:
Brahmacari (celibacy over chastity for students of the Dharma)

Lovers Radha and Krishna
Krishna's consorts: Radha, Rukmini, Satyabhama, Jambavati, and five other chief queens, plus 16,000 to 16,100 junior queens [8] [Note 2].

On the one hand, Radha is seen as Krishna's lover-consort (although in some beliefs Radha is considered to be Krishna's married consort).

On the other hand, Rukmini and Krishna's many other consorts are already said to be married to him.

Polygynist Lord Krishna had eight chief wives, known as ashtabharyas. Regional texts vary in the identity of Krishna's wives (consorts), some presenting them as Rukmini, some as Radha, all gopis ("milkmaids"), and some identifying all as different aspects or manifestations of the goddess Lakshmi [8, 9].

Our Republican president and politicians

Wednesday, October 30, 2024

There might be something to ASTROLOGY

How Astrology Can Guide Your Leadership Path with Vish Chatterji (Create Magic at Work)

Do Buddhists believe in astrology?
Do Buddhists believe? As we've said many times, Buddhists can and do anything they want and believe as suits them. Should they? That's a different story. If they find it useful. Certainly, there is a wrong way of grasping things, as with snakes to extract valuable venom for antidotes. But grasped in a safe way, with care and skill, it may be possible to do much with things in the world.

Before launching into an astrological session, one might want to ask an alleged astrologer, psychic, or soothsayer what future they are reading. This will confuse them. Then give them the simple binary choice of "the future that will be" or "the future that might be."

Having asked this of many, it is a wonder how little they thought about it. Is everything (in their view) fate, and one is just reading the map of what will and must happen, or is it freewill, and nothing need happen, but the probability is it might?
  • If everything is fate, there's no need to know. If everything is freewill, what's the point because what can be known? Smart ones will say it's a bit of both. Some things have to happen, whereas others can be avoided with some direction from them. Vish Chatterji has a good spin in that he claims that the Vedas teach that there's always something that can be done. (Teaching that everything that happens here on earth is the back and forth of karma, he thinks some things have to happen to us but that, with help, they can be managed better to make them more pleasant).
My story

Of course mainstream newspaper "horoscopes" (astrological forecasts) are a bit of a joke. (Papers only print for 12 signs even though there are 13, leaving out Ophiuchus. And there are 8 billion people, so there are only a dozen kinds of day they'll all be having?) They are too general, meant to appeal to readers to increase newspaper sales. It shouldn't even be called astrology.

The question is not, Is all astrology fake? The question is, Is any astrology real? And as for that, one would have to conclude that the answer is...

I became a believer not because I had my chart read but because I didn't.

I was visiting the local Buddhist temple in LA, where I liked to visit to the library and peruse the many titles on the Dharma. One day a monk said to me, "Sorry, not today." I was confused. What could he mean?

How could he stand in the way of me trying to learn and have all my questions answered through reading? I sat by the kitchen, looking over at the library door, which was closed. When the monk went away, I was going to go have a look. I was surprised to see someone coming out in a hurry. When I got up to go in, someone else arrived and rushed in. I took a seat.

Before long that person left, and another came. I'd never seen the library get so much traffic. What could they be reading. This kept happening until finally I asked a monk what was going on. He mentioned that a famous astrologer from the old country was seeing wealthy patrons of the temple. They were all eager to have their charts and futures read. I was baffled. These were wealthy doctors, businessmen, and engineers. Why would they go in for horoscope when they could just read on the floor of their budgies' cages or head over to the Venice Boardwalk to get their palms read by a soothsayer?

To the Moon or Rahu
Eventually, a man I had never seen came out. He was dressed in a modern way but clearly from the old country, an old man and fat. He asked for my help, being in need of a printer. A printer, photocopies? There's a Kinko's down the street. No, he corrected me, I need a machine that prints. Where are they? The temple printer must have been down again, out of toner.

What does the future hold Lady Unluck?
He asked where he could buy one. A printer? Yes. Just buy some toner and put it in that machine. No, he needed a high-quality laser printer ASAP and was willing to pay big money for it. He asked if I wouldn't mind fetching him one or taking him. I agreed. He was willing to throw $500 dollars or more at the purchase. He wanted it just for today, as he was printing out people's charts.

That's who was coming and going and what they were doing in the library. I told him they didn't take returns on printers. No matter, he assured me. It would more than pay for itself in one day. He was so happy to get it and have it to finish his appointments that he offered me a free reading.

I said no way. I wasn't interested in silliness. It's not very Buddhist, wherein the Buddha defined karma as the action we take now, the choice, the steering of our own ship, acting as lamps unto ourselves. He was shocked. His clients paid big money to see him, often flying to the old country to hope for an open appointment. He claimed he was always busy. All he needed was my birth date and time.

I don't know the time. He said it didn't really matter. I said, Aha, of course it doesn't matter because it's nonsense!


Then he said the first thing that convinced me. He said the reason it didn't matter was because we would soon find out if that was the correct time; if it were not, he would be able to tell me the correct time. I asked how. He explained that when he had the correct date and time, it would all line up. What would all line up? The big events in my life.

He offered the reading again. I declined, explaining to him that while I was not superstitious, I was concerned about being subconsciously programmed by his charismatic confidence. It's not that I think that what you will say will come true or has to, it's that I fear it will come true because you said it, because at some level I believed you or feared it and thereby made a self-fulfilling prophecy out of it.

He understood. I was shocked that he did. He offered to tell me when I would get married, how many children I would have, what city I would live in. I laughed and said, you see, you got it all wrong. I don't want any of those things. I try to watch carefully that none of those things come to pass. Maybe astrology is for people who want those mundane (worldly) things.

I would rather renounce it all and become a wearer of a saffron robe. He said he could tell me when that would happen, how it would go, when I would succeed (become enlightened?) and other details. I said, you might tell me I won't succeed in this life and then I won't, not because I wouldn't but because you said I wouldn't. I can't take that chance.

He understood again. In fact, he understood so well that he said the ultimate thing, the thing I was never expecting, the smackdown that shut me the heck up and left me in awe and speechless, paralyzed, a believer:

He said, I understand. So let's go in there (to the library) and do your chart -- but only up until today.

What do you mean? I mean, he explained, I will go backwards and tell you every significant thing that has already happened.

You can do that?!?! Sure I can. I'm going to lay out your whole life, what your potentials were when you were born, what you chose, when you chose it...

You can't know that!

I don't know anything, he said; your chart will show it, and I'll tell you what it means. He added, I didn't make it happen. It can't be called a "self-fulfilling prophecy" IF we limit our talking to what has already happened and why.

My eyes widened, and he invited me to take advantage of the opportunity yet again, as he would be gone soon, back in the old country, where he assured me he was very famous and always busy, guiding many.

I later asked the monks about him, and they all confirmed that he was indeed very famous and that all his clients (who were Buddhists and patrons of the temple) spoke very highly of him and his business and life advice. That double shut me up.
How to dress a Scythian prince
  • This weekend at the Kathina (the sacred robe offering) ceremony, I was reminded of all this as a very pious Buddhist man saw me looking at some Buddhist paintings hung on the wall. He thought he explain. I said I knew what all of them were except one. Why was the baby Buddha (the infant Prince Siddhartha) levitating at his birth. (That wasn't his birth but him at age 7, when he spontaneously entered meditative absorption (jhana, dhyana, samadhi, zen, chan, seon) under a tree during the Scythian (Saka, Shakya) planting festival. His father, King or Chief Suddhodana, saw him and bowed. Surely, according to popular Mahayana and Theravada accounts, what happened was (the Still Shadow Miracle) that he was left in the shade of that tree by his nurses, who wanted to see the festivities up close, and as he meditated, the shade did not move off of him even as the sun traveled in the sky to another angle.
  • The man, not realizing we were talking about different events, with me thinking this is the birth at age 1 (because in Asia one is born already being 10 lunar months old or "1") and him thinking it is obviously being the first absorption at age 7. Not realizing we saw two different things, he tried to explain the miracle and got into astrology. I told he the above story, and he finished it then begged me for the man's name. I said, I thought everyone knew this man, so you should tell me his name so I can go to him now, and we laughed. Siddhartha levitated at age 7?
Of course, we're Americans. We were weaned on doubt and sacrilege, questioning and overturning things. We don't want old tried and true belief systems to pan out. We want to think everybody was dumb and that now with science we'll be smart. There's a reason why people hold on to the past and traditions. They work. They may not work well or completely, but they work.

Vedic Astrologer on Coast to Coast, Oct. 29

Vish Chatterji is a celebrated Vedic astrologer, yogi, and business coach. He makes the ancient wisdom of India accessible and actionable for modern seekers, helping them find balance and success through true self-understanding. He'll discuss practical insights and tips on how to improve your relationships, based on your planetary personality type, zodiac sign, and rising sign. AUDIO (10/29/24)

Chatterji is an astrologer, yogi, and business coach who makes the ancient wisdom of the Ayurvedic system of India accessible and actionable for modern seekers.

In this audio he delves into Vedic astrology and his coaching practice, which incorporates Ayurvedic principles, categorizing people into three archetypes:
  1. Vata (airy creative type),
  2. Pitta (fiery type), and
  3. Kapha (earthy type).
Chatterji suggests that the Vedic astrological system aligns with what we actually see in the sky and can therefore be more accurate than Western astrology.

He also touches on the mythological significance of Rahu and Ketu (the shadowy causes of eclipses), lunar nodes in Vedic astrology.

They're not planets but points where solar or lunar eclipses occur, representing shadows in space, he explains, linking their symbolism to the human experience of temptation and enlightenment through a captivating ancient mythology about gods (devas, "shining ones") and demons (asuras, titans, anti-devas).

Highlighting how astrology serves as a tool for self-discovery, he says, "The more misaligned we are to our divine plan... the more we have unhappiness."

He stresses the importance of understanding our soul's purpose to regain balance, noting that with Vedic astrology, "There's always a remedy... there's always hope."

His new book, Astrology Decoded, aims to simplify Vedic astrology for everyday readers, offering insights into planetary personalities (with each celestial body having a definite character, Mars being angry, Saturn being organized, Venus being gentle, etc.) and practical remedies.

Astrology, he adds, "is beyond religion" and connects us to a universal consciousness.

He lives in Long Beach, Los Angeles, and gives readings. Callers called in with their exact birth date and time for accurate astrological readings; even a few minutes can account for significant differences (but he'll soon know if that time written on records was recorded accurately). More + AUDIO

Tuesday, September 17, 2024

Lunar eclipse of full Harvest Moon (live)

Rahu in Buddhist Thailand
The cause of a lunar eclipses would not seem to be this planet of plane but another celestial body. Let's see, who else could be out there? (Scientists discover mysterious structures hidden in our solar system).
Miss Venus, Mr. Mars, Pluto Jr., another Ms. Luna (Earth's new 'mini-moon' will orbit our planet for the next 2 moonths), the Twelfth Planet Nibiru? (Twelfth? One or more was obliterated in a collision that led to the Khyber Belt debris field, according to Zecharia Sitchin). There's another body that gets even less respect than Pluto, and that rascal RAHU, downgraded from planet to a "node." A node? But it is this celestial body that is credited with earth's eclipses, lunar and solar, in Buddhist, Vedic/Hindu, and Jain cosmologies.
Tonight's lunar eclipse is only partial, so Rahu will only take a chunk out of Soma then release.

Tom Brady is a big fan of Jaggi Sadhguru
The ancient Vedas ("Knowledge Books" of India) have much to tell us, particularly the Ayurveda on the topic of health (important in yoga). Here modern Hindu showman Sadhguru ("true guru") claims that in two hours under the eclipse things like food, which is our body post-consumption, will age and rot. So it is better to fast today, not to eat, to bathe away negativity, and never to watch the eclipse directly as so many space-loving Americans are fond of doing. Everyone in India knows to go indoors and be away from the shadow of the eclipses. It is not just Sadhguru warning people. Of course, his method of "dowsing" with (mala beads or any pendulum like device the hand can unconsciously twitch to move in one direction or another, which is good for divining what the mind knows subconsciously better than what is present objectively) the food for the presence of deterioration, aging, fermenting, rotting, and putrefying is a little suspect. But the claim is that this is subtle and therefore it would be hard to substantiate the claim otherwise. Of course, one imagines the food should spoil, rot, grow fungus and black mats of bacteria in two to three hours if it were the case that the body/food are aging 28 days in just the two to three hours of the eclipse. But be that as it may, we are forewarned and can take the appropriate steps if we wish. It is ancient Vedic knowledge. The Buddha did not accept the Vedas nor regard them as ultimate authorities on spirituality, but that is not to say that they are not valuable sacred scriptures. Many truths must be found within their pages, many things the Brahmins memorizing and chanting in Sanskrit thought worthy of preserving from the heavens (akasha loka) from which they were handed down or composed by seers (rishis) capable of discerning subtle truths our world is usually blind to.

Thursday, September 5, 2024

Ancient Aliens: Top ET Breakthroughs


Ancient Aliens: Giorgio's Top Alien Breakthroughs
(HISTORY) Sept. 5, 2024: Follow along as Host Giorgio Tsoukalos travels around the world to get to the bottom of historians' most pressing questions in this short compilation from Ancient Aliens.

Watch all new episodes of Ancient Aliens, Fridays at 9:00/8:00 pm Central, and stay up to date on all favorite shows on The HISTORY Channel Website: history.com/schedule. #AncientAliens

The tall statues and 9-foot giants of Sardinia

The UnXplained: 9-foot skeletons found in Sardinia, Italy
(HISTORY) Is it possible that the bones and skulls of actual literal giants (from the "giants' grave") have been hidden from the public on purpose by the Smithsonian Institution (a consortium of museums with influence throughout the world)? Who knew Sardinia had a magic and otherworldly well in no way built by ancient Sardinians without advanced technology, mathematics, and help from otherworldly visitors, likely the giants mating with human women as recounted in their ancient lore? See more in this scene from Season 4, Episode 22, "Mysterious Monoliths."
Watch all favorite episodes of The UnXplained, and stay up to date on all favorite The HISTORY Channel shows at history.com/schedule. Subscribe for more from The UnXplained and other great The HISTORY Channel shows: histv.co/SubscribeHistoryYT

Watch more The UnXplained on YouTube in this playlist: histv.co/UnXplainedYT. Find out more about the show and watch full episodes on this site: histv.co/unxplained. Check out exclusive The HISTORY Channel content: History Newsletter at histv.co/newsletter and the website: histv.co/History #TheUnXplained
  • The History Channel, Ancient Aliens, Sept. 5, 2024, and UnXplained, Feb. 19, 2023; Pat Macpherson, Dhr. Seven, Sheldon S. (eds.), Wisdom Quarterly

Friday, June 21, 2024

Int'l Day of Yoga 6/21 (Jennifer Love Hewitt)


Jennifer Love Hewitt workout: We tried Buti Yoga [to get a good b...] (people.com)
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Jennifer Love Hewitt Yoga Guru
This year marks the 10th International Day of Yoga with the theme “Yoga for Self and Society.”

Yoga, a transformative practice [consisting of eight limbs, spokes, or constituent factors], represents the harmony of mind and body [and spirit or breath], the balance between thought and action, and the unity of restraint and fulfillment.

Yoga on the lawn for 10th Int'l Yoga Day event, June 21, 2024, 6:00 pm (EDT), UNHQ, NY
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Poses are just one limb. Practice all eight.
It integrates the body, mind, spirit, and soul [holy spirit, prana, pneuma], offering a holistic approach to health and well-being that brings peace to our hectic lives.

Its power to transform is what we celebrate on this special day.

Organized by the Permanent Mission of India to the UN in collaboration with the UN Secretariat, the event takes place in the North Lawn Area of UNHQ.

What is yoga and why do we celebrate it?
I'm a movie star who loves the Easter Bunny. I'm a social climbing sociopath (2005 film).
Doing yoga in public with Jennifer Love Hewitt in Santa Monica, California (GotCeleb)
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J-Love workout (pinterest.com)
Yoga is an ancient physical, mental and spiritual practice that originated in India. The word "yoga" derives from Sanskrit and means to join or to unite, symbolizing the union of body and consciousness.

Today it is practiced in various forms around the world and continues to grow in popularity. Recognizing its universal appeal, on 11 December 2014, the United Nations proclaimed 21 June as the International Day of Yoga by resolution 69/131.

Jen Love Hewitt's Yoga Workout
The International Day of Yoga aims to raise awareness worldwide of the many benefits of practicing yoga. The draft resolution establishing the International Day of Yoga was proposed by India and endorsed by a record 175 member states.

The proposal was first introduced by recently reelected Indian [Nationalist] Prime Minister Narendra Modi in his address during the opening of the 69th session of the General Assembly, in which he said:

I did it! Hands-free headstand balance!
“Yoga is an invaluable gift from our ancient tradition. Yoga embodies unity of mind and body, thought and action...a holistic approach [that] is valuable to our health and our well-being. Yoga is not just about exercise; it is a way to discover the sense of oneness with yourself, the world and the nature.”
What is “yoga” besides yoga pants?
 
Jennifer Love Hewitt yoga pose
The purpose of yoking, union (uniting body, breath, and mind) is to reach stillness (samadhi), so its real purpose is meditation (absorption) -- being able to sit and being able to still the mind and focus it on a single object.

That object could be the breath itself, a mantra (thought instrument to guide the mind), an image of the divine (visualization), a flower, a candle flame, a kasina (disc), or any of the 40 meditation objects the Buddha described.

Yogini Jen Love in mod outfit
So yoga may be described as a system of breathing exercises, body movements and postures, internal organ stimulation, cleansing, spinal flexibility developed by seers and sages. Although the sage Patanjali is credited with "inventing" yoga, he only organized it into a system in the Yoga Sutras, which are really aphorisms or short sayings that are then explained. He learned them and expressed them concisely, rather than developing them all himself.

I can dress however (Daily Mail)
In fact, the reason for yoga is stated in the first aphorism: to still the thought waves or streams of consciousness (vrittis). If samadhi is understood as "stillness" of mind, then vrittis are the streams, the whirlpools, the chaotic roar of consciousness. Imagine the strings of an instrument all jangled, out of tune, and constantly strummed. Now imagine them in tune (coherent), softening, and stilling. That is the eight limbs (ashtanga) of yoga, yoking the mind to its sadhana or "daily practice," coming all together, sam-a-dhi, cohering.
  1. Yamas (self-restraints)
  2. Niyamas (observances)
  3. Āsana (postures, poses, seat)
  4. Prāņāyāma (breath-restraint, breathwork)
  5. Pratyāhāra (sense withdrawal)
  6. Dhāraṇā (meditation)
  7. Dhyāna (meditative absorption)
  8. Samādhi (stillness, coherence, super-consciousness)
English translation of Patanjali
One may not reach complete stillness all at once. It may be done in steps or employing expedient means along the way, such as leaning on "God/Goddess" (Brahman, Maha Brahma, neither male nor female but expressing the qualities of both masculinity and femininity, yin and yang), a deva or image of the divine. or one's best possible self, aspiring to our own divine potential, our innate capacity to become divine.

Tantra yoga (not the Buddha)
So from a Buddhist perspective -- or any non-Hindu, non-Vedic dharma (doctrine), such as Jainism or Baba's Ananda Marga (PR Sarkar's "Path to Bliss") -- perspective, one need not imagine or visualize a theistic being. It is quite enough to go bigger and take as one's ideal Brahman (the truth behind all illusion) or the potential for Buddhahood, the bodhisattva ideal, when this "being-bent-on-enlightenment" refers to supreme awakening, nonteaching awakening, or personal awakening (the enlightenment of a supremely awakened teacher, a fully awakened paccekka buddha, or an arahant (enlightened disciple).

Om (aum): cosmic sound
Patanjali, gurus, and sadhus of the past really envisioned the immensity of the godhead (godhood), the omniscient and omnipotent (Brahman), rather than relying on human conceptions of an anthropomorphic figure like Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva, or Krishna (or Ma Durga, Saraswati, Kali, or Radha). Imagine a "higher power," or the best form of myself I could ever become.