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Sex with 'Deadpool Killer' Wade Wilson?

I gotta gets me some MANgione before he gets on Death Row with Wade Wilson.

'Deadpool Killer' Wade Wilson's disturbing X-rated prison calls revealed in new documentary

Disturbing X-rated prison calls revealed in new documentary

All is forgiven, even double murder

A string of American women has reportedly been keeping the double murderer company over the phone while he sits on Death Row.

Double murderer Wade Wilson has reportedly been enjoying sordid sexual conversations from prison with an array of female admirers.

 

The 31-year-old, who was dubbed the "Deadpool Killer" as he shares a name with Ryan Reynolds' popular Marvel character (in the Deadpool series), is currently on Death Row in Florida.

Trauma drama? Ick! No thank you! I just want to get famous on Drops of God.

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Wade Wilson with Nazi swastika on face

He's not been short of company while behind bars at the Union Correctional Institution, according to reports. A new documentary titled Handsome Devil: Charming Killer is said to include a host of shocking footage and recordings featuring Wilson flirting with various women.

The three-part series, which premiered on Paramount+ on Tuesday (January 20, 2026), includes snippets of the prison phone calls he has shared with females, some of whom who he refers to as his "girlfriend."

Wilson reportedly discussed impregnating one admirer [with his wand] and "sinking his fangs" into another, among other bizarre statements.

The killer's X-rated prison calls with female admirers are featured in the documentary (CBS/Paramount+). More

COMMENTARY

Why would a woman fall in "love" (or even lust) with a murderer who has killed more than one female like herself? Why would a woman want a man in prison, out of touch and sunk in a hellish world of rapist homosexual men, violent guards, and dreary demons? Who would be attracted to that? Whoever it is, she has to question herself at least a little. We allow it. We even allow conjugal visits, but who finds this alluring, preferable to men on the outside, preferable to "boring" non-murderers? Well, Valentine's Day is approaching, and some can imagine Nothing Higher to Live For: Romantic Love.

• Olivia Burke, ladbible.com, Jan. 20, 2026 GMT; Ashley Wells, Crystal Q. (eds.), Wisdom Quarterly

MK-Ultra is real: victims are suing

(The Kim Iversen Show)

MK-Ultra LSD doc (wiki)

MK-Ultra [a], which stands for "mind control," was a secret, illegal CIA human experimentation program. It was designed and undertaken by the U.S. Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) allegedly to develop procedures and identify hallucinogenic drugs that could be used during interrogations to weaken individuals and force confessions through brainwashing and psychological torture [1].

Dr. Donald Ewen Cameron was just doing his human research (without informed consent), using humans like lab rats in a NAZI detention camp.

The term MKUltra is a CIA cryptonym: "MK" is an arbitrary prefix standing for the Office of Technical Service and "Ultra" is an arbitrary word out of a dictionary used to name this project.

The program has been widely condemned as a violation of individual rights and an example of the CIA's abuse of power, with critics highlighting its disregard for consent and its corrosive impact on democratic principles [2]. More

Are human experimentation activities continuing? Of course they are. Caveat emptor.

Awakened people born into toxic families

Why do we have toxic family members?

Why awakened people are born into toxic dysfunctional families (Alan Watts Daily Wisdom)

Why are so many spiritually sensitive people born into toxic or dysfunctional families?

In this profound talk by Alan Watts, we explore why this painful paradox is not a cosmic mistake. It is a hidden gift.

Learn why our most difficult wounds are not a problem to be solved, but the very soil our deepest spiritual strength grows from.

This video explores the idea that "real awakening comes through fire," not comfort. We reframe the toxic family as the "grain of sand" that forces the oyster to create a pearl to coat it.

Discover how this "friction" is the key to breaking generational cycles, forcing us to question what love really is and discover our "true self" when the programming we inherited is broken.

This is a complete guide to understanding the past, healing ancestral wounds, and finally realizing that our family was not our enemy, but our most difficult teacher.

Learn how to transform the pain inherited into the wisdom, raised consciousness, and freedom that will define our lives.

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How much PAIN would you rather? (sutra)

Ven. Sujato (trans.) Salla Sutta (SuttaCentral.net) edited by Dhr. Seven, Wisdom Quarterly

“Mendicants, an unlearned ordinary person feels pleasant, painful, and neutral feelings. A learned noble disciple [one anywhere along the four stages of enlightenment] also feels pleasant, painful, and neutral feelings. What, then, is the difference between a learned noble disciple and an ordinary unlearned person?”

“Our teachings are rooted in the Buddha. …”

“When an unlearned ordinary person experiences painful physical feelings, she or he sorrows and wails and laments, beating the breast and falling into confusion. One experiences two feelings, physical and mental.

One is bad enough. Why make it worse?

“It is like a person who is struck by an arrow only to be struck with a second arrow. That person experiences the feeling of two arrows.

“In the same way, when an unlearned ordinary person experiences painful physical feelings, one sorrows and wails and laments, beating one’s breast and falling into confusion. One experiences two feelings, physical and mental.

“When one is touched by painful feeling, one resists it. The underlying tendency for revulsion [aversion, resistance, hate, dosa] towards painful feeling underlies that.

“When touched by painful feeling, one looks forward to enjoying sensual pleasures. Why is that? It is because an unlearned ordinary person does not understand any other escape from painful feeling apart from [the temporary and unfulfilling distraction of] sensual pleasures.

“Since one looks forward to enjoying sensual pleasures, the underlying tendency to greed [lust, craving, grasping, clinging, lobha] for pleasant feeling underlies that.

“One does not truly understand feelings’ origin, disappearance, gratification, drawback, and escape. The underlying tendency to ignorance [delusion, confusion, wrong view, moha] about neutral feeling underlies that.

“If one feels a pleasant feeling, one feels it attached. If one feels a painful feeling, one feels it attached. If one feels a neutral feeling, one feels it attached.

“One is called an unlearned ordinary person who is attached [clinging] to rebirth, old age, and death, to sorrow, lamentation, pain, sadness, and distress, one who is attached to suffering [disappointment, unsatisfactoriness], I say.

Noble disciples

“When a learned noble disciple experiences painful physical feelings, one does not sorrow nor wail nor lament, beating one’s breast and falling into confusion. One experiences one feeling: physical, not mental.

“It is like a person who is struck by an arrow but not struck by a second arrow. That person would only experience the feeling of one arrow.

“In the same way, when a learned noble disciple experiences painful physical feelings, one does not sorrow nor wail nor lament, beating the breast and falling into confusion. One experiences one feeling, physical, not mental.

“When one is touched by painful feeling, one does not resist it. There is no underlying tendency for revulsion towards painful feeling underlying that.

“When touched by painful feeling, one does not look forward to enjoying sensual pleasures. Why is that? It is because a learned noble disciple understands an escape from painful feeling apart from sensual pleasures.

“Since one does not look forward to enjoying sensual pleasures, there is no underlying tendency to greed for pleasant feeling underlying that.

“One truly understands feelings’ origin, disappearance, gratification, drawback, and escape. There is no underlying tendency to ignorance about neutral feeling underlying that.

“If one feels a pleasant feeling, one feels it detached. If one feels a painful feeling, one feels it detached. If one feels a neutral feeling, one feels it detached.

“One is called a learned noble disciple who is detached from rebirth, old age, and death, from sorrow, lamentation, pain, sadness, and distress, one who is detached from suffering, I say.

“This is the difference between a learned noble disciple and an unlearned ordinary person.

Summary in verse

“A wise and learned disciple is unmoved

by feelings of pleasure and pain.

This is the great difference in skill

between the wise and the ordinary.

A learned disciple who has appraised the Teaching

discerns this world and the next.

Desirable things do not disturb the mind

nor is one repelled by the repulsive.

Both favoring and opposing

are cleared and ended and are no more.

Knowing the stainless and sorrowless state,

one who has gone beyond rebirth

understands rightly.”

• SOURCE: Sallatha Sutta: "The Arrow" (SN 36.6) Pali language sutras

Mental decline of molested Justin Bieber

After many Black lovers, will JB start dating white guys?

I'm not gay. Diddy says I'm real "talented." Ha! I got a future is the music business with him!

We went hog wild, huh, Justin(a)? - Yes, Daddy, I mean Puff Daddy. - Yah, you my Boy toy!

The brutal mental decline of Justin Bieber

That MGK's got a lot of talent, huh?

(Tell Us More) April 23, 2025: Justin Bieber was broken by the music industry as a teen coming to Hollywood and Hollywood coming on to him, but despite now having a beautiful wife and kid, he hasn't escaped his demons -- or what he sold in exchange for fame and riches.

Now, the Justin Bieber, the envy of millions, looks like a very rough version of SNL's Pete Davidson, of Kim Kardashian fame, rubbing it in Kanye West's face, who bounced right back with a KK of his own making in Bianca Censori (who has had many fashion transformations before and after Kanye). The Beebs has a beautiful wife and beautiful memories of Selena Gomez, but his downhill slide is hard to watch, even with schadenfreude. What a screw up. But that's what happens with ACES and SA, molestation and drugs abuse as a maladaptive way to cope.

Hollywood LOVES our children: Lindsay Lohan, Drew Barrymore, Shirley

Temple, Brooke Shields...Escaping Hollywood Hell, barely surviving

How did it all get so ugly, Beebs? - Drugs. - Just drugs? - Diddy's diddling, too.

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TIMESTAMPS

• 0:00 - What's wrong with Justin?
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• 10:08 - Selena Gomez (his first love)
• 11:59 - Hollywood almost ended Justin's life
• 17:20 - Hailey (his stalker)
• 20:59 - Justin needs help...

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Bible written by men w/ daddy issues

The Bible was all written by men with daddy issues | Dr. Francesca Stavrakopoulou

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(Jupitar Star) British theologian and Christian Bible scholar Prof. Francesca Stavrakopoulou (Centre for Biblical Studies | University of Exeter) challenges conventional views on the authorship of the Judeo-Christian holy book, the Bible.

She explores the idea that many of its texts were written by men grappling with complex relationships with authority figures — particularly father figures.

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University of Exeter Prof. Stavrakopoulou

Drawing on her deep knowledge of ancient history and religious studies, Dr. Stavrakopoulou delves into how these "daddy issues" (androcentric psychological mental aberrations) may have shaped the narratives and theological themes within the Bible.

Her insights offer a fresh and provocative perspective on the human motivations behind some of the world's most influential religious texts. #atheist #atheism #christianity #podcast #science #bible #scientist

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Drinksgiving Eve

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I think I'm falling in love, not my partner

Cupid (Kamadeva, Mara Devaputra, Eros) seems so cute and innocent.

I know it's love cause she starts looking like this.

These things indicate a love that is slowly dying. It’s often easy to tell when a relationship is totally falling apart because there will be obvious signs, but it’s less apparent if someone is slowly falling out of love with his or her partner.

Keep an eye out for these 12 behaviors, as they may indicate that your lover’s interest is cooling when you wish that it would burn forever with more and more intensity, like an endless honeymoon. But it burns, dwindles, until is burns out.

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I know I'm in love because it's blissful (piti) like serene meditating only not as good.

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This is how I pictured us. Details schmeetails!

Am I falling in love, how can I know? Maybe this flower can tell me with its petals. They love me, they love me not, they love me, they love me not... Omens. Signs. Who can predict the future? But what if my partner is slowly falling out of love as the old lovespell is coming undone?

1. They’ll have less interest in intimacy and physical affection. That's one sign.

We were like cats in a cradle reaching Purvana.

One surefire way to determine whether someone is quietly falling out of love (even if you're falling more and more in love) is to pay attention to physical intimacy, or rather the lack of it.

Couples tend to grow less passionate after the "honeymoon period" has worn off. That's usual. But if intimacy has disappeared entirely, including hugging or handholding, that’s a big warning sign.

• Nooo, 16 excuses women give when they’ve lost interest but don’t want to admit it

2. They mention feelings of being “trapped.” It's time for A Conscious Rethink. Feeling trapped rarely happens in the context of discussing a relationship, but a partner may drop hints about feeling trapped or caged in various aspects of life.

This may be accompanied by restlessness and frustration, leading to behaviors such as going for long drives or walks “just to get out.” 

3. There’s less communication than there used to be. When and if this person does communicate with a partner, rather than avoiding conversation, it seems distant and unresponsive than before.

Maybe it's just to get an answer instead of having a conversation, or it's a grunt, a lackluster response, rather than actually having a discussion about a topic. More: If someone is quietly falling out of love, they'll display these 12 behaviors

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SUTRA: Falling Apart

Numerical Discourses, 6. Brahmins, Ven. Sujato (trans.); Dhr. Seven (ed.), Wisdom Quarterly

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Mara appears like an angel of light or monster

(AN 3.56) A rich Brahmin approached the Buddha. Sitting respectfully to one side, he said: “Master Gotama, I have heard that Brahmins of the past who were senior teachers-of-teachers, said:

“‘In the olden days this world was so full of people one would think they were squashed together. Villages, towns, and capital cities were no more than a chicken’s flight apart.’ What is the cause, sir, what is the reason why these days human numbers have dwindled, a decline in population is evident, and whole villages, towns, cities, and countries have disappeared?”

“Brahmin, nowadays humans love only illicit desires. They are overcome with immoral greed and are mired in wrong customs. Taking up knives, they murder each other, and many people perish. This is the cause, this is the reason why nowadays human numbers have dwindled.

“Furthermore, because nowadays humans love only illicit desires…the heavens [deva worlds on superior planes of existence] do not provide enough rain, so there’s famine, bad harvests, with blighted crops that shrivel into dry straw. And many people perish. This is the cause, this is the reason why nowadays human numbers have dwindled.

“Furthermore, because nowadays humans love only illicit desires…native spirits let vicious monsters [cryptids] loose. And many people perish. This is the cause, this is the reason why nowadays human numbers have dwindled.”

“Excellent, Master Gotama, excellent! …From this day forward, may Master Gotama remember me as a lay follower who has gone [to the Buddha, Dhamma, and Sangha] for refuge for life.” More: suttacentral.net

• 12 behaviors via MSN; Ven. Sujato Bhikkhu, suttacentral.net (AN 3.56); Ashley Wells, Dhr. Seven (eds.), Wisdom Quarterly

When Taylor Swift was an UGLY duckling

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Taylor "Natalie" Swift circa 2014 on the Tonight Show being her alter ego (Daily Mail)

Hey, everyone, look at me!

I'm the hottest! Have you seen my boyfriend Kelce?! He's the best! I've always been beautiful, the most! It just comes natural...well, not always, Britney busted me with the evidence. She posted it without asking, when I was a hog-dog or like a fat tabby cat with wet hair. I'dunno, I'm hot now, so who cares? Haters, suck it!! Taylor Swift unrecognizable in backstage throwback photo shared by Britney Spears

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No, but seriously, not good. Potential not clear.

Dexter of Offspring must have copied Taylor

Taylor as Dexter of Offspring fan? (dinocreek.com)

Lose those glasses, get Invisalign, you'll be all right

Olivia Rodrigo figured it out: Taylor's a "Vampire," ugly on the inside. Has that changed?

Sex, anger, dysregulation, can't think? Heal it

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