Perplexity (2010) used to be "Dukkha Girl," but until she comes back, we have a new one. |
You know what really "grinds my gears," to borrow Peter Griffin phrase? Being hungry all the time! Every time I meditate, I have to be thinking of food and how fat and famished and exhausted it's making me. I eat, but I still crave. I eat and eat more, mad gluttony. I still crave. I'm not fat yet, but I worry. And when I worry...you guessed it. I want to fast, I want to starve, I want to become a breatharian or, at least, juice everything to stop craving tempting tastes and textures. But if I did, I might get hungry. Then I'd obsess and eat. Who/what might I forgive? Myself?
May I be well, may I be happy, may I be free, may I look after myself with joy and ease. May ALL living beings (who eat) be well, happy, free, and look after themselves with joy and ease.
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