An A-frame solution full of light and two floors |
Having acquired the floorspace, by loan or lease, squatting or deed, it's time to set up a structure, a shelter from the elements and creeping things, nuisances and dangers.
The yurt, a Central and North Asian hut that can be carried about while being very environment-friendly, is a good option. But any hut will do, even a tent of saffron robes. Why won't Amazon, Temu, eBay, or Alibaba carry something like that. (Oh, they do?)
Avoid covered wagons pulled by slave sheep. |
The Teachings of Ajahn Chah
Edited by Dhr. Seven, inspired by Sayalay Aloka. This selection taken from pp. 311-316
RIGHT PRACTICE – STEADY PRACTICE
The Teachings of Ajahn Chah |
People would keep coming by
to chat, disturbing me. I ran off to live by myself. I thought I
couldn’t practice with people bothering me. I was fed up, so I
went to live in a small, deserted monastery in the forest, near a small
village.
I stayed there alone, speaking to no one – because there was
nobody else to speak to.
After I’d been there about 15 days the thought arose, “Hmm, it
would be good to have a novice or pa-kow [1] here with me. He could
help me out with some small jobs.”
- [1] Pa-kow: Eight-Preceptor who often lives in training with Buddhist monks (bhikkhus). In addition to his own meditation practice, he also helps with certain services that monks are forbidden from doing by the Buddhist Monastic Disciplinary Code (Vinaya).
I knew this would come up! And sure
enough, here it was. So I said to myself, “Hah, you’re a real character! You say you’re fed up with your
friends, fed up with your fellow monastics and novices [samanas and samaneras, wandering ascetics and little-wanderering ascetics], and now you want
a novice. What’s this?”
“No,” it [my rationalization] says back, “I want a good novice.”
If mind is happy, then you are happy anywhere. |
“There! Where are all the good people? Can you find any? Where
are you going to find a good person? In the whole monastery there
were only no-good people. You must have been the only good person to have run away like this!”
...You have to follow it up like this, follow up the tracks of your
thoughts until you see...
“Hmm, this is the important one. Where is there a good person
to be found? There aren’t any good people. You must find the good
person within yourself. If you are good in yourself then wherever you
go will be good.
“Whether others criticize or praise you, you are still
good. If you aren’t good, then when others criticize you, you get angry. And when they praise you, you get pleased.”
I know you're good, Homer. - STFU, B*tch! |
As
soon as I saw this, that feeling of wanting to run away disappeared. In
later times, whenever I had that desire arise, I let it go. Whenever it
arose, I was aware of it and kept my awareness on it. Thus, I had a
solid foundation.
Wherever I lived, whether people condemned me or
whatever they would say, I would reflect that the point is not whether
they were good or bad. Good or evil must be seen within ourselves.
However other people are, that’s their concern.
Don’t go thinking, “Oh, today is too hot” or “Today is too cold”
or “Today is....” Whatever the day is like, that’s just the way it is.
Really
we are simply blaming the weather for our own laziness. We must see
the Dhamma [the Truth and practices to see it the Buddha taught] within ourselves, then there is a surer kind of peace.
So for all of you who have come to practice here. Even though it’s
only for a few days, still many things will arise. Many things may be
arising which you’re not even aware of. There is some right thinking,
some wrong thinking...many, many things.
So I say this practice is
difficult.
Even though some of you may experience some peace when you sit
in meditation, don’t be in a hurry to congratulate yourselves.
Oh, yes, yes, now it's good and peaceful. |
Good and bad can both bite, so don’t hold fast to them.
The practice is simply to sit, sit and watch it all. Good moods and
bad moods come and go as is their nature. Don’t only praise your mind or only condemn it.
Know the right time for these things. When it’s time
for congratulations then congratulate it, but just a little. Don’t overdo
it. Just like teaching a child, sometimes you may have to spank it a
little. In our practice, sometimes we may have to punish ourselves, but
don’t punish yourself all the time. If you punish yourself all the time, in a while you’ll just give up the practice.
But then you can’t just give
yourself a good time and take it easy either. That’s not the way to
practice. We practice according to the Middle Way.
What is the Middle Way? This Middle Way is difficult to follow. You can’t rely on your moods and desires. Don’t think that only sitting with the eyes closed is practice. If you do think this way, then quickly change your thinking!
Steady practice is
having the attitude of practice while standing, walking, sitting, and lying
down. [This is sati-sampajanna, "mindfulness and clear comprehension."] When coming out of sitting meditation, reflect that you’re simply changing postures. If you reflect in this way, you will have peace.
Wherever you are, you will have this attitude of practice with you constantly. You will have a steady awareness within yourself.
Those who, having finished their evening sitting, simply indulge in their moods, spending the whole day letting the mind wander
where it wants, will find that the next evening when sitting meditation, all they get is the “backwash” from the day’s aimless thinking. There
is no foundation of calm because they have let it go cold all day.
If you
practice like this, your mind gets gradually further and further from the
practice.
When I ask some of my disciples, “How is your meditation
going?” They say, “Oh, it’s all gone now.”
You see? They can keep it
up for a month or two, but in a year or two it’s all finished.
Why is this? It’s because they don’t take this essential point into
their practice. When they’ve finished sitting, they let go of their samadhi [coherence, stillness].
They start to sit for shorter and shorter periods until they reach the point
where as soon as they start to sit, they want to finish. Eventually they
don’t even sit.
It’s the same with bowing to a Buddha image. At first, they make the effort to bow every night before going to sleep. But
after a while, their minds begin to stray. Soon they don’t bother to bow at all. They just nod until eventually it’s all gone. They throw out
the practice completely.
Ah, like this, the mind settles quickly. I'm calm. |
Therefore, understand the importance of sati [mindfulness, bare awareness, not discursive thinking but being with and accepting what is happening now without abandoning ourselves].
Practice it constantly.
Right practice is steady practice. Whether standing, walking, sitting, or
reclining, the practice must continue. This means that practice, meditation, is done in the mind, not in the body.
If our mind has zeal, is
conscientious and ardent, then there will be awareness [nonabsentmindedness, nonforgetting, presence]. The mind is the
important thing. The mind is that which supervises everything we do.
When we understand properly then we practice properly. When we
practice properly, we don’t go astray. Even if we only do a little, that
is still all right.
For example, when you finish sitting in meditation,
remind yourselves that you are not actually finishing meditation. [Mindfulness meditation continues all the time.] You
are simply changing postures. Your mind is still composed. Whether
standing, walking, sitting, or reclining, you have sati with you.
If you
have this kind of awareness, you can maintain your internal practice.
In the evening when you sit again, the practice continues uninterrupted.
Your effort is unbroken, allowing the mind to attain calm. This is called steady practice.
Whether we are talking or doing
other things, we make the practice continuous. If our mind
has recollection and self-awareness continuously, our practice will naturally develop. It will gradually come together. The mind will find
peace, because it will know what is right and what is wrong. It will see
what is happening within us and realize peace.
If we are to develop sila (virtue, moral restraint) or samadhi (firmness of
mind), we must first have pañña (wisdom). Some people think that
they’ll develop moral restraint one year, samadhi the next, and the
year after that they’ll develop wisdom. They think these three things
are separate.
They think that this year they will develop, but if the mind
is not firm (samadhi), how can they do it? If there is no understanding
(pañña), how can they do it? Without samadhi or pañña, sila will be
sloppy.
In fact, these three come together at the same point. When we have
sila (restraint), we have calm (samadhi); when we have samadhi, we have understanding (pañña). They
are all one like a mango.
Whether it’s small or fully grown, it’s still a
mango. When it’s ripe, it’s still the same mango. If we think in simple
terms like this, we can see it more easily. We don’t have to learn a lot of
things just to know these things, to know our practice.
Don't Look Down on Defilements: They Will Laugh at You (Ashin Tejaniya) |
This is the way people are. They
side with their defilements.
Now that you have this chance to practice, please understand that
whether you find it difficult or easy to develop samadhi, is entirely up
to you not the samadhi.
If it is difficult, it is because you are practicing
wrongly. In our practice we must have “right view” (samma-ditthi).
...If our view is right, then everything else is right:
- right view,
- right intention,
- right speech,
- right action,
- right livelihood,
- right effort,
- right mindfulness,
- right stillness – the enlightening Eightfold Path.
For the best practice, as I
see it, it isn’t necessary to read many books. Take all the books and
lock them away. Just read your own mind.
It's good to read. I like reading. I get lost in books |
Just read your mind.
Whenever something arises within the mind, whether you like it or
not, whether it seems right or wrong, just cut it off with, “This is not a
sure thing.”
Whatever arises just cut it down, reminding yourself, “Not sure, not sure.”
With
just this single axe, you can cut it all down. It’s all “not sure.”
Sophia (Khema Theri), Goddess of Wisdom |
The more you look, the more you will see the “not-sure-ness.” After you’ve cut something off with “not sure,” it may come circling
round and pop up again.
Yes, it’s truly “not sure.” Whatever pops up, just stick this one label on it all: “not sure.” You stick the sign on,
“not sure.” And in a while, when its turn comes, it crops up again. “Ah, not sure.” Dig here! Not sure.
You will see this same old one
who’s been fooling you month in month out, year in year out, from the day you were born. There’s only this one who’s been fooling you
all along. See this and realize the way things are.
When your practice reaches this point, you won’t cling to sensations, because they are all uncertain.
Have you ever noticed this? Maybe you see a clock and think, “Oh, this is nice!” Buy it and see. In not many days, you’re already bored with it.
“This pen is really beautiful,” so you take the trouble to buy one. In not many months, you tire of it again. This is how it is.
Where is there any certainty? If we see all these things as uncertain, then their value fades away. All things become insignificant. Why should we hold on to things that have no value?
We keep them only as we might keep an old rag to wipe our feet with. We see all sensations as equal in value because they all have the same nature.
When we understand sensations, we understand the world. The world is sensations, and sensations are the world. If we aren’t fooled by sensations, we aren’t fooled by the world. If we aren’t fooled by the world, we aren’t fooled by sensations.
The mind that sees this will have a firm foundation of wisdom. Such a mind will not have many problems. Any problems it does have it can solve. When there are no more problems, there are no more doubts.
Peace arises in their stead. This is called “practice.” If we really practice, it must be like this. More
- Ajahn Chah, The Teachings of Ajahn Chah (pp. 311-316) edited and rearranged by Dhr. Seven, with help from American DRC and Sayalay Aloka (eds.), Wisdom Quarterly
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