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Thursday, December 5, 2024

Monkey Mind (thought) can stop?

Tortured by thinking: Monkey Mind anxiety

"I already live this way *lol* it's kool" (Ayr Hed)
The Buddhist term "monkey mind" originates from Chinese xīnyuán and/or Chinese-Japanese shin'en (心猿). It is a Buddhist concept that literally means "heart-mind monkey [business]," for it describes a state of discursive restlessness, capriciousness, and lack of self-control in one's thoughts and emotions.

The "mind monkey" metaphor is found in Buddhist writings in Zen and Chan, Consciousness-only, Pure Land, and Shingon.

It has also been adopted by Taoism, Neo-Confucianism, Chinese poetry, theater, and literature. The expression "monkey mind" commonly appears in two reversible four-character idioms paired with yima or iba (意馬). It translates as "idea horse." 

Chinese xinyuanyima (心猿意馬) and Japanese ibashin'en (意馬心猿) illustrate the interconnectedness of a restless mind and wandering thoughts.

The "Monkey King" Sun Wukong in the classic Buddhist Chinese novel Journey to the West is an iconic personification of feeling indecisive and unsettled. More

We need brains, but do we need thoughts?


Few people waste more time overthinking than we do around here at the office of Wisdom Quarterly. It is no way to be. Thinking might make a person smart. Might. It will definitely make her or him obsessive, neurotic, unhappy, and exhausted. Lev Z lost his brain in the war and lived.
What is there instead of thinking, worrying, anxiously projecting, predicting, prognosticating, forecasting, mental doomscrolling, trying to avoid everything bad that can happen? One time on retreat with a very great Buddhist meditation master who was visiting California from Asia for the first time, I was spending all my sitting time thinking and pondering.

I would ask him solutions to my thoughts, which would put to rest my worries. But I would soon think of something new to ask, an unsolvable mental construct, philosophical question, or paradox.
  • Monkey Mind Workout for... (Walmart)
    I remember mainly thinking about karma -- the process by which our intentional (cetana) deeds bring about many wished for and unwished for results even though we do most things in ignorance, not with the "intention" that they should bring about the results they do: How can this be "fair" if we didn't know?
  • I think this sort of questioning brought him to him to the limit of tolerating my nonsense and indulging my endless stream of questions. Thereafter, every time I'd ask anything speculative or philosophical, he'd answer by asking, "How's your meditation going?"
  • I would laugh, realizing that I was spending way more time thinking than "meditating." He asked me how, and I explained my system: Since I only had to be aware of "breathing" (in), I would let my mind wander the rest of the time (when I was breathing out or when the breath was pausing in between, so I was actually able to get a lot of thinking in while still being aware or counting the breath as it happened, only drifting off the rest of the time.
  • He was astonished someone could be so utterly daft (or neurotic and full of too much zeal and too overbearing a sense of urgency when what was desperately needed was contentment), and no wonder I wasn't making any progress. "Who told you to do that?" he asked.
  • I didn't answer, but the answer was obvious: "No one ever told me not to." (I like thinking, why wouldn't I think? I'm thinking all the time, it's my thing, my jam, my delight, and apparently my downfall!) It was true. I was only supposed to be aware of the breath -- so he again defined "breath" for me:
  • "Breath" in BREATH MEDITATION is mindful awareness of anapana (the in-and-out breath and any time in between, which becomes vanishingly brief the slower one breathes for the person paying more and more attention to the whole-body-of-the-breath like the Satipatthana Sutra instructs).
Aah, then everything came to a rest: blissful peace
Then not long after, it happened. It was a miracle. I would not have thought it was possible. And thinking so much, there wasn't much I thought impossible. Nearly everything is possible by some twist with enough creative imagination.

What happened? THINKING STOPPED. (I didn't stop; it stopped). It was the strangest thing. I wasn't expecting it to. I didn't know it could. I don't think I was doing anything different than normal (other than maybe not thinking for once). IT REALLY STOPPED. I kept checking it to be sure. I was fully aware.

Earlier in the day, I had taken a walk in the woods and seen wild turkey and deer, and I had found a giant rusty cistern, a big corrugated water tank, the size of a grain silo, just in the middle of nowhere in the woods. It had no water in it. Imagine dragging a stick across it, the sound it would make, clang-clang-clang: that's what my thinking was like.

What a strange album art idea... or is it?
As a teen in high school, I was in some bands, and one of the hardest things about being in a band was coming up with a satisfying name. (It's very hard, so the best bands, the legends, just take on any nonsense and by their greatness, they make the dumb name great. It's almost the dumber the name the better because their fame will have to eclipse it and raise it to the status of "wow, what a name," whereas the dumb names keep sounding dumb because the music isn't that good to our ears. Lead Zeppelin, what kind of dumb name is that? Lead (leed as in leader). Hey, I know, we'll drop the a so nobody will ever mispronounce it! It was a self-deprecating expectation of how their new group would go over when they launched, like a leaden blimp, dwhoop all the way down to a crash and burn like the Hindenburg, which was used as the cover of their first album. So I thought a great name for my next band would be No Mind Asylum. It didn't go over very well because no one knew what it meant, which I thought was self-evident. People liked the sound of it; only no one thought it had a meaning. My friend heard it, didn't judge, thought about it, and asked, "What does it mean?" I was flabbergasted. "Well, isn't it obvious?" It wasn't. It means how pleasant it would be, if such a thing were possible, to find asylum from so much thinking. After all, too much thinking doesn't pay. "That's what it means, being sent to a mental asylum!?" "Not a mental asylum! A mental asylum is called an asylum as a euphemism, a pleasant place, a safety, a refuge, how nice it would be to go to give the mind a rest." Suddenly the name Led Zep was looking really good by comparison.


But here it was. I found it without looking. I had my asylum. There was compulsive thinking. Here's the amazing thing, thinking was possible, it just wasn't automatic. There was peace, rest, direct knowing. That's the thing: I would have thought, if asked before this, "Why think so much?" My answer would have been "To know." But there's no knowing that way. There's only speculation, pondering, wondering, probabilities, possibilities, imagining ways to test intuitions, inspirations, guesses, or logical suppositions and conclusions.

Now, here, the most amazing thing was happening to me -- like everyone had always said was impossible and NOT the goal of meditation. Not thinking it was the goal, here I was enjoying it. And like said, I could think. It just seemed dumb to. Thinking stands between us and direct experience. It's a buffer, a block, a kind of dirty glass we look through for so long we fail to notice how dirty and distorting it is. A rain comes along, like maybe a good long sleep, and things seem clearer -- clearer for not having thought. Thinking gets in the way, yet it's glorified, particularly in the university system.

Eckhart Tolle: Even the Sun Will Die

It seems even now that no one appreciates any of this except maybe Eckhart Tolle. He sat on a bench in a park perfectly content to keep sitting there. It was such a relief compared to all his previous worries, ego-trips in the highly competitive world of academics and self-promotion university faculty maneuvers. Imagine DescartesSophiaNietzcheSocrates, Plato, or Aristotle getting a day off -- getting some no mind asylum (benevolent respite, safety, exile, expat vacation) time. Remember the paean, the joy the Buddha felt right after his great awakening (maha-bodhi). He KNEW freedom was possible and directly attainable here and now. There was no need to die and hope for a heaven. Here and now he saw things clearly.

As it was happening, because it went on for a long time (until it was about to be ruined by having to get up from my meditation mat to go to the restroom before the long evening Dharma talk started and I would be trapped in the hall holding it in for two hours or so), it occurred to me how I might explain this to anyone who might in the future ask. I had to kind of explain it to myself, too, because I was fully conscious, much more conscious, undistracted, and in the moment than I normally was. In fact, I normally tried to keep myself in abstractions most of the time, finding it fun to pose philosophical questions about reality then tackling them with an explanation that could be verified. The verification would show if the speculation or intuition were true. So these were not just pointless thoughts with no purpose; they were grand thoughts about life, the universe, and everything, musings of which Douglas Adams could be proud.

The explanation that spontaneously came to mind -- in just the same way that once when the Buddha was asked if he planned his answers to questions in advance or just spoke extemporaneously as it now occurred to him, he said there was no need to premeditate any more. He instantly knew the answer as the question was being asked. The analogy came to me what it was like, this "not having a brain"/"not thinking" was like, which as I said should be impossible to our normal way of thinking, speaking, conceiving, or imagining. It was exactly like this:

Normally and usually when we "think," it's like tossing a rock into a giant old empty cistern (corrugated galvanized rippled metal water tank) or big storm runoff corrugated drainage pipe, so big one can stand in it, and around here such underground pipes pour runoff into the LA River. It's not a sewer but a wash, a cemented over arroyo. Throw a rock in it, and it ricochets and echoes after hitting multiple times. One question (thought, stone, disturbance), many ripples (vrittis). The commotion of my mind was that nearly anything could trigger it. Now it was at rest, contented and peaceful. I knew not why.

Whatever desire-to-know arose, there the obvious answer simultaneously arose with it. There was no need to ponder or wrack my brain or stir up a hornets' nest of thoughts and questions. I toss one stone, and the reply is one thud, at which point the stone is done, no echo, no commotion, no ripples in the mind or aftereffects.
Brain can blow up yet awareness remains?
It was blissfully beautiful, and one could imagine living that way for the rest of one's contented life. THIS WAS BETTER THAN THINKING BECAUSE THE ANSWER WAS IMMEDIATE AND UNMEDIATED BY LANGUAGE, GRAMMAR, THOUGHT CONSTRUCTS, AND SO ON. There was just direct knowing.

When external disturbances (my having to get up, impelled by the urge to pee which was uncomfortable to hold and conscientiously not wanting to disturb the Dharma talk later by getting up in the middle of it, being bumped by other meditators trying to signal me that we were switching from silent meditation to Dharma talk as if it were possible that I forgot) forced me to get up, move, and slowly head toward the bathroom, the peace and silence remained. It was not an artifact of perfect stillness; I was not asleep or in anyway unconscious, semi-conscious, or unmindfully out of it. I was bright, mindful, and much more away of what was really happening in the moment than usual.

Anyone who says nonthinking is wrong. Anyone who says it is not the goal of meditation is right. Making it the goal, striving not to think or trying to stifle the brain/mind, which has as its job to think, is no way to peace. Being aware just of this moment without evaluation, judgment, ambition, resistance, nonacceptance, force, efforting, that is far more likely to result in this kind of blissful abiding, this "peace of mind."

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Sex, robots, and what is "consciousness"?

Dharmachari Seven, Chien Chi Liu (Wisdom Quarterly)

() Gynoids and actroids, female robots, are advancing rapidly to serve humans

Douglas Adams, author of the visionary comedy series The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, defined robots in a futuristic marketing campaign as "Your plastic pal who's fun to be with." This may apply equally to marital devices already in use by women or the proxy products being developed by single Japanese nerds cooped up in laboratories in Yokohama.

Their amazing advances showcased in five years ago boggle the mind because this is what is being shown to the public not what is state-of-the-art. Covert black budget projects already involve androids. Robotics already dominate automobile manufacturing. Gynoids are not too far behind, with the misuse of psychological findings on the subtleties of what provokes human sexual response.

People are such that relations with inanimate objects already take place. And some with paraphilias even prefer the practice which keeps one safe from threatening intimacy issues. We are vulnerable to attachment but may feel safer expressing shamed impulses with automatons as the prophetic film "Westworld" once envisioned.

What is Consciousness?
An interesting question is, Can robots ever have consciousness? I think it is safe to say that they already possess a rudimentary form of awareness that qualifies as "consciousness." Are they able to tap into the metaconsciousness that connects all living organisms? Probably not, but the melding of organic life and artificial technology certainly seems to overcome that obstacle to full integration and conscious operating.

Buddhist phenomenology and psychology in the Abhidharma defines "self," or the ego/soul/individual, as a coherent and interdependent set of groupings, "heaps," or aggregate components. There are many such aggregates. But for simplicity they are usually defined as five: (1) form, (2) sensation, (3) perception, (4) other mental formations, volition being the most salient, and (5) consciousness.

While they may sound like useless rubrics that have no meaning, they in fact represent a very profound understanding and intimacy with the inner workings of ourselves. To know oneself is to know the aggregates (skandhas). As advanced as it may seem, this is true in a conventional sense. It is possible to directly observe it, even if few attain this vision. The ultimate truth called anatta is to see that form and mind are empty, and the very emptiness is form and mind.

"Form" usually means body. But it is not limited to visible or tangible bodies. It is called "form" rather than corporeality because it includes subtle bodies not seen by the denser eye faculty but visible to the refined mental faculty. Form actually includes four heaps or groups, qualities of materiality spoken of for the sake of simplicity as the Four Great Elements. But these elements can be seen directly and understood at the profoundest level without recourse to high tech equipment. The mind itself is far subtler and better suited to the examination. And seeing things as they really are, the information is undeniable and potentially liberating. At a subatomic levels what one sees are called kalapas, which Wisdom Quarterly has frequently discussed.

"Mind" is even more interesting than form. As a technical Buddhist term, "mind" refers to the remaining groupings. Each is defined in exacting terms and should never be confused with the meaning and connotations that limit the English words used to translate exacting Pali and Sanskrit terms.

For instance, there are 50 formations (sankharas) but for simplicity this heap of factors is simply called "volition" (merely one representative member of the group). Moreover, sensation and perception are also mental formations, but they are so important as to merit separate treatment when revealed by a buddha. And it is said only a samma-sam-buddha, a "supremely enlightened teaching discoverer of liberating truth," is able to make known all these fine distinctions. The Buddha did not spend all that time, said to be seven weeks, under the Bodhi tree merely enjoying enlightenment; he was in fact investigating and forming a systematic way of conveying what he had rediscovered.
  • Anyone is capable of becoming a buddha. But to do so is such a herculean endeavor as to be almost impossible. That is to say, if we all wished for it, vowed to complete it, and strove diligently from this day forward, it would be aeons before even one of us were able to accomplish that kind of enlightenment, rediscovering the truth and revealing it by establishing a dispensation of the Dharma in the world, which would have long since forgotten the Teachings of the historical Buddha.

"Consciousness" (viññana or vijnana) in a technical sense, is defined pragmatically as being of six kinds. It is awareness through the six sense. In this case, "mind" is not a thing but rather a process. If form or materiality is only an interplay of the Four Great Elements (and their derivatives) then mind or mentality is only the interplay of the four formless constituents of being. That's a fancy way of saying that mental processes are interdependent: They interact with one another, arising based on a material (kama) and (more importantly) fine-material (rupa) base.

With impingement on a physical and/or fine-material base, not limited to the gross flesh we touch and are well aware of, there arises sensation (pleasant, unpleasant, or neutral). The brain, which is not limited to the skull, is also a sense organ. It receives mental impressions not available to the other senses.

Interestingly the development of "higher" faculties, what we commonly refer to as "psychic" abilities, depends in part on the physical base. The physical eye-base is responsible, when activated and developed, for clairvoyance, the ear clairaudience, and so on.

Of course, subtle sights and subtle sounds are not perceived through the eye and ear. But they share a base of dervied-materiality such that their subtle forms are discerned by the mind, a faculty with a physical basis not in the cranium. But it is a matter of degree, for they are received in the same way, as impulses that eventually get processed in the brain like ordinary sights and sounds. The base of consciousness is not in the head. The "mind door" is very specifically located in another part of the body, which the world has always known, but which we are led away from by modern neuroscience that focuses us above the neck.

  • But rather than thinking about, speculating on, or merely contemplating these things and whether they're true or not, it is far more useful to develop them (bhavana). The Dharma is here for realization not for wholesome discussion, and especially not for unwholesome discussion. The Truth will not do a person good who does not put that Truth into practice as truth. To talk about it without practicing for realization is like reading a menu without ever eating.

This depth of Buddhist teaching is alive and well in Burma, which more than any other country, more so since it was blocked off from the world by a police state dictatorship, preserved, practiced, and developed the Abhidharma.

See in particular the freely available teachings of the modern enlightened Buddhist master Pa Auk Sayadaw, paauk.org. We cannot say nearly as much for the dominant Burmese dry-insight tradition advocated by Mahasi Sayadaw, which ignores the Buddha's emphasis on samma-samadhi, "right concentration," defined by the Buddha as the development of the first four meditative absorptions (dhyana) as the basis for successful insight (vipassana).

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Friday, August 14, 2009

Jennifer Aniston: Yoga, "Free Burma"

Until Jennifer Aniston promises to "free Burma," Woody Harrelson pitches a fit and will not leave his trailer (USCampaignForBurma).

(National Ledger) Hollywood superstar Jennifer Aniston reportedly "quiets her mind" by doing two hours of yoga almost every other day. Jennifer, 40, said it has helped to make her legs leaner, her arms stronger, her limbs longer, as well as improving her overall posture. Reports also claim she said her muscles are more toned from a workout that is more like a therapy session. Jennifer split with husband Brad, 45, in 2005 and she reportedly said that yoga helped her to recover from that split.

OM MY GOODNESS Acclaimed Hindu statesman Rajan Zed, President of the Universal Society of Hinduism, said in a statement that he invites other Hollywood stars to explore yoga, which has been referred to as a "living fossil." Zed added that sages described "yoga" as really being the "silencing of all mental transformations."