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Thursday, January 22, 2026

When we all die, where do we go?

Thay (pronounced "Thai") is Thich Nhat Hanh, here explaining a candle flame. Where will it go?

When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

Dhr. Seven, Amber Larson, Ananda (Dharma Buddhist Meditation), Wisdom Quarterly in reply to the implicit question in Billie Eilish's "Bury a Friend": Where do we all go when we die? Where does a flame go when it dies?
  • And when the flame goes out, where does it go?
  • That's a nonsense question.
  • No, it must go somewhere!
  • Well, where do you suppose -- up, down, sideways?
  • Well, no, nothing like that. I don't know where it goes.
  • It isn't there like you think (assume), so it does not "go" anywhere after it is said to "go out." Failing to gain new fuel (and four other factors, heat, oxygen, wick, and process-of-combustion), it fails to "come back in" for the next moment of its appearance. This sounds strange because it goes against our assumptions, but it's very true: In one instance, all five factors (aggregates) gather and manifest as "flame." Failing to get all five in the next moment, no flame/fire appears. This teaches us that what we call "flame" or "fire" is utterly dependent on supporting conditions (these five aggregates or factors) and without them, it is not. However, if it is utterly dependent, then how can it ever be said to have an independent existence? Ultimately speaking, it cannot. But in normal usage, in conventional speech, of course we say, "The flame came into being and then went out of being after some time." This is nice. This seems true. But it was never ultimately true. So there is no confusion. And maybe no one cares about a flame or fire. But if the same thing could be said of us, me and you the individuals, what then?
  • How could that ever be said of us? We are here now. And when we die or "go out," we reappear somewhere else -- like in heaven, hell, another human life, or a life in another realm in the 31 Planes of Existence.
  • Conventionally, this is exactly what happens. Unfortunately, ultimately speaking, it is completely wrong. Not only do "we" not go anywhere, what we are calling "we" is completely dependently arisen. Our being, our existence, completely depends on the Five Aggregates clung to as self.
  • What, we're flames?
  • No, flames depend on the five factors I mentioned above. "We" depend on the Five Aggregates clung to as self mentioned in the Heart Sutra: form; feelings, perceptions, mental formations, and process of consciousness, the khandhas or skandhas in Sanskrit.
  • So there is no reappearance?
  • Oh, there's reappearance (rebirth) all right, but it isn't the rearising of some unchanging "soul," "self," jiva, gandhabba, "ego," "personality," or "I." We are clinging to what is not ours, and we suffer for it.
  • Aha! You said "we" suffer for it! Who's the "we" that suffers?!
  • That "we" is the Five Aggregates clung to as self. "We" are not that. "We" do not control that, in an ultimate sense. In a conventional sense, of course, that's all "we" are, and "we" have a great deal of control to develop calm and insight to breakthrough to wisdom and liberate "ourselves" from this samsaric mess. But that, ultimately speaking, is not really what's happening. And it can be proven. The aggregates can be refined, purified, stilled and be seen for what they are. Then clinging stops. And liberation occurs. It's as if the fearful dream lets go of the dreamer. The monstrous illusion loses its power to deceive and make frightened, suffering victims of the aggregates clinging to the aggregates as if they were "self."
  • (OWN) Thich Nhat Hanh on "deep listening," compassionate listening with Oprah Winfrey | SuperSoul Sunday | Oprah Winfrey Network
Let go of fear [and delusion]

Why we need wise reflection
SuttaCentral.net (edited by Wisdom Quarterly)

When I first encountered Buddhism in the U.S. in the 1990s, it was all about "insight meditation" (vipassana) with some voices shouting that the value of the jhanas (meditative absorptions) was being mistakenly overlooked as a regular practice.
 
Wise Reflection: Its Importance
Years later, I came across BPS Wheel 463 (Buddhist Publication Society), which states that the value of “wise reflection” (yoniso manasikara) was being mistakenly overlooked as a regular practice.

This weekend I decided to go back and take another look at Wise Reflection (BPS Wheel 463) with the amazing benefits provided by suttacentral.net's because of its multiple translations per each discourse (Pali sutta) and translator Ṭhānissaro Bhikkhu’s errant translations on dhammatalks.org.
  • Wisdom Quarterly prefers American scholar-monk Bhikkhu Bodhi's translations in all cases over idiosyncratic and ridiculous Thanissaro Bhikkhu's efforts.
It was a very powerful refresher course (lesson) in the difficulties of translation and the value of reading multiple [English] translations and the value of [the ancient] commentaries.

The translations of yoniso manasikara (not quite those two words as found in the Pali canon) from the Sabbāsava Sutta (MN 2) are diverse!

The same goes for samvara [the things we should make an effort to avoid] translated as: "defilements," "taints or cankers," ["shackles or fetters"], and "effluents"!

EXCERPTVenerable Walpola Rahula (from BPS Wheel 463), in quoting the Buddha, translates yoniso manasikāra as "wise reflection":

“I say that the getting rid of anxieties and troubles [1] is possible for one who knows and sees, not for one who does not know and see. What must one know and see in order to get rid of anxieties and troubles? Wise reflection and unwise reflection... More

All the good girls go to hell, Billie?
When did you join the Illuminati, Pirate? Did Phineas induct you?

Thursday, January 8, 2026

What 'God' do nontheistic Buddhists pray to?

SEE VIDEO: (Buddha's Wisdom) If Buddhism has no God... who are they praying to?

If Buddhism has no God, who are Buddhists praying to?
(Buddha's Wisdom) 🔍 IF THERE'S NO BUDDHIST GOD, WHO GETS ALL THESE PRAYERS?

The Buddha with gods Sakka and Brahma
Buddhism famously teaches that there is no "creator God." Yet, Buddhist temples across Asia overflow with [what sounds like] prayers, chants, offerings, and devotion.

From bodhisattvas and buddhas to spirits, protectors, and ancestors, this video explores whom Buddhists are actually praying to—if anyone—and why [petitionary] prayer never disappeared from Buddhism.

Discover how Buddhist "prayer" works in the absence of a supreme deity and why this "godless" religion created one of the most elaborate spiritual support systems ever conceived.
  • [NOTE: Theists are sure there's a God; atheists are sure there is not; agnostics say they do not know and remain on the fence. But nontheists are different. They say, "Whether there is a God or is not a God, we must still concern ourselves with our own enlightenment and liberation/salvation." No one else, not even "God," can do it for us. We must develop calm and insight, study and practice, to awaken from this illusory samsara or Wheel of Suffering and Rebirth.]
DISCOVER:
  • Why Buddhism rejected [an all-powerful, all-knowing, omnipresent] creator God but preserved devotion
  • Why [Mahayana] Buddhism has multiple buddhas instead of one God...and what each one specializes in
  • The bodhisattvas who postponed enlightenment just to help all living beings (and millions pray to them daily)
  • The terrifying wrathful protectors (guardian deities) who guard Buddhism with fangs and flames
  • How Buddhism absorbed local spirits, gods, and ancestors without losing its core philosophy
  • Why the three Buddhist schools (Theravāda, Mahāyāna, Vajrayāna) solve this paradox differently
  • How this ancient system still explains modern meditation, ritual, and faith
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TIMESTAMPS
  • 00:00 If Buddhism has no God
  • 01:31 The core confusion: No God yet prayer everywhere
  • 06:50 Chapter 1: The Buddha specialists (Shakyamuni, Amitābha, Medicine Buddha, Guanyin)
  • 14:55 Chapter 2: The Bodhisattva Help Desk—compassion incarnate
  • 21:53 Chapter 3: Protectors, Gods, and spiritual security
  • 27:40 Chapter 4: Where Buddhism meets local spirits and ancestors
  • 34:48 Chapter 5: Human bridges—the power of dead masters
  • 41:48 Chapter 6: Theravāda, Mahāyāna, Vajrayāna Buddhism — three different solutions
  • 50:12 Chapter 7: How all the layers work together
  • 54:45 Chapter 8: Why this still matters today
  • 56:17 What 'prayer' really cultivates
📚 SOURCES AND FURTHER READING:

Primary Buddhist texts:
  • The Pāli canon (Tipiṭaka) - the Buddha's final words on self-reliance
  • Lotus Sutra (Saddharmapuṇḍarīka Sūtra) - foundation of bodhisattva devotion
  • Pure Land Sutras (Sukhāvatīvyūha Sūtras) - Amitābha Buddha and rebirth in [his western] Pure Land
  • Tibetan Book of the Dead (Bardo Thödol) - death and intermediate states between lifetimes
  • Platform Sutra - Zen Buddhism's approach to "sudden enlightenment"
Scholarly resources:
  • Buddhism Without Beliefs by Stephen Batchelor
  • The Bodhisattva Ideal in Buddhism by Sangharakshita  
  • Mahayana Buddhism: The Doctrinal Foundations by Paul Williams
  • Tantric Buddhism in East Asia by Richard Payne
  • The Princeton Dictionary of Buddhism by Robert E. Buswell Jr. and Donald S. Lopez Jr.
  • Popular Buddhism in Sri Lanka by Michael Ames (folk religion integration)
  • The Cult of the Book of the Dead in Tibet by Bryan J. Cuevas
Academic articles:
  • "The Concept of the Bodhisattva in Early Buddhism" - Buddhist Studies Review
  • "Wrathful Deities in Vajrayana Buddhism" - Journal of the International Association of Buddhist Studies
  • "Pure Land Buddhism in China" - Harvard Journal of Asiatic Studies
Historical context:
  • The Buddhist Conquest of China by Erik Zürcher (syncretism examples)
  • Buddhism and Society in Thailand by Tambiah (spirit house integration)
  • The Making of Buddhist Modernism by David McMahan
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  • Buddha's Wisdom, Jan. 8, 2026; Pat Macpherson, Dhr. Seven (eds.), Wisdom Quarterly

Wednesday, November 27, 2024

Hidden devils and demons all around

Skip to Minute 3:25 for Fengdu Ghost City based on Buddhist and Chinese mythology
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The UnXplained: Hidden Devils and Demons Surround Us
(HISTORY) Evil (pāpaNio) is all around us. See more in this compilation from The UnXplained.
First, there was the USA's first known serial killer, Mr. H. H. Holmes from the Chicago World's Fair, the real name of which is World's Columbian Exposition (because Columbia is the USA's little-known first name before reverting to the reptilian name Amerika, not related to Amerigo Vespucci as we are all taught).

Where are the "devils"? They are with the ghosts and demons in the underworld (ancient Greek Hades), Gehenna, or what the ancient Chinese call Fengdu Ghost City (Chinese 丰都鬼城, 豐都鬼城) pinyin Fēngdū Guǐ Chéng, originally 酆都鬼城 [1]).

This is a large complex of Chinese shrines, temples, and monasteries dedicated to the afterlife located on Ming Mountain [2] in Fengdu County, Chongqing municipality, China [3]. It is situated about 110 miles (170 km) downstream from Chongqing on the north bank of the Yangtze River.

The city consists of buildings, structures, dioramas, and statues related to Diyu and Naraka, concepts from Chinese mythology and Buddhism that signify the underworld or hell(s). It is modeled to resemble Youdu, the capital of Diyu.

After the building of the Three Gorges Dam and the rising of the water level of the river it became separated from the city of Fengdu, which was rebuilt higher up the mountainside on the south side of the river [4]. More: Fengdu Ghost City

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  • The UnXplained, Nov. 17, 2024: CC Liu, Ashley Wells, Seth Auberon (eds.), Wisdom Quarterly

Saturday, November 2, 2024

What can be done for the dead? (Merit)

Día de Los Muertos Ofrenda Exhibition LA Philharmonic | Lily Martinez/LA Phil


Is La Virgen Guadalupe Kwan Yin? (Sleigh Bells)
QUESTION: Can meditation cultivate merit (punya) to transfer to the dead?

ANSWER: Yes, intensive sitting meditation is one way to cultivate skillful qualities like stillness, silence, calm, peace, serenity, contentment, joy (piti), bliss (sukha), and insight (vipassana) through fourfold mindfulness (satipatthana).

Can we meditate to help the dead?
Another way, particularly if dealing with monkey mind or a sugar rush is mindful walking to cultivate "being here now," holding attention on the present moment, the present action (walking), and slowing down to pay attention rather than operating on automatic pilot.

Yet another way is to engage in skillful action (feeding others, giving, letting go of things we cling to, offering help, compassion to alleviate the suffering of others, developing joy in the joy of others, equanimity or looking on with unbiased spreading of attention to make our love, compassion, and joy-in-others'-joy universal and unbounded).

And just when this is done, one utters the "mantra" or "prayer" or dedication of merit, bringing to mind those to whom we are making the offering:
Sharing merit in Theravada
Let's offer this help to the deceased.
To “share or transfer merits,” sincerely say: “May [so and so] receive merits from this good deed that I have done.” And to cultivate boundless loving-kindness (metta) add: “May ALL beings be free from the suffering in the apāyā.

In both cases, we are BROADCASTING our intention of goodwill and compassion in offering help. PureDhamma.net
  • NOTE: One does not lose merit by giving but rather multiplies and compounds it.
The mistake Americans make about the Day of the Dead is that it's mournful, when it's really all about life and living, food and celebrating, remembering and loving. Goths may love the look, but it's uplifting.
Mahayana
The Bodhisattva Guanyin (Kwan Yin): Goddess of Compassion
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“May the merit and virtue accrued from this work adorn the Buddha's Pure Lands. Repaying four kinds of kindness above and aiding those suffering in the paths below, may those who see and hear of this all bring forth the resolve for Bodhi (enlightenment) and, when this retribution-body is over, be reborn together in ultimate bliss.” Transference of Merit (abuddhistlibrary.com)

Vajrayana

A tulku returns to help others.
In the initial stages of our journey of self-cultivation, most of us may still be inclined to transfer merit only to ourselves, our family members, and/or our loved ones. It is superior to broaden that giving to all sentient beings to make it universal and unbounded by self-interest.

Self may be the focal point of our efforts when we start practicing Buddhism. As practice deepens and our understanding of Buddhism becomes more profound, the capacity of the heart will gradually expand. This makes us more willing to share merits with all sentient beings.

The Vedic Brahmins' Cosmic Buddha Vairocana

The practice of merit transfer involves dissolving and reducing our sense of separation and selfishness, thereby cultivating boundless love, compassion, and unbiased equanimity.

The sharing of merit is most supreme, complete, and without outflows (defilements) when our mind/heart is capable of expanding giving to include all sentient beings.

A thanksgiving prayer for the (grateful) dead
To help all sentient beings be liberated from suffering and attain happiness, we generate the Bodhi mind of attaining Buddhahood and transfer our merit to all sentient beings.

We can vow to use the limited power of our vows to resonate with the infinite, compassionate vows of the various Cosmic Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, and attain supreme enlightenment along with all sentient beings. More

Friday, November 1, 2024

Day of the Dead (Dia de los Muertos)




Wheel of Life/Death (Bhavacakra)
Why are Mexicans and other Hispanics in Latin America obsessed with a 
Day of the Dead? It is to remember and honor loved ones who have passed. They are still here. We still love them and want the best for them. (Filial piety is common in the culture just as it is in Asia and used to be around the world). The idea of death is not a ghoulish thing in that context, but it mixes with spooky American Halloween or tainted by Catholic All Hallows Eve and loses its Obon and Samhain (Sau-in) echoes, which aim to honor and remember, connect and care for those lost to Death.


Countless worlds, 31 planes
In Buddhism, who is the Grim Reaper? One might think it's Yama, the King of the Dead, the kind judge in the afterlife. "Justice" is meted out not by him, who is just the one who delivers the news, but by karma (our personal store of deeds coming up for appropriate results). If it's anyone, it has to be the king of the yakkhas Mara, the personification of Death, a kind of Santa Muerte who is actually a "Cupid" or "Lucifer" figure in Buddhism who resides in the highest sensual-celestial heavenly world. His aim is that people should go to hell but rather to stay trapped in his sphere of influence, of which he imagines he is the ruler. In his view, no one should escape the Sensual Sphere (the human plane, the subhuman worlds, and a few of the lower celestial angelic planes) to the superior Fine Material Sphere or the even loftier Immaterial Sphere. These three spheres (Kama Loka, Rupa Loka, Arupa Loka) are general categorizations of the individual planes (lokas) within the 31 Planes of Existence.

The scary thing about Mara is that he's alluring.

Karma leads to all planes
Mara's influence only extends up to the world where he was reborn and is referred to as Mara Devaputra (a literal being "Mara reborn among the devas or gods"). He frequently comes to earth where along with the asuras or anti-devas he causes a great deal of mischief for mortals who are fueled by sensual desires, craving, and clinging. They hear the Dharma, the path to liberation made known by the Buddha, but it is hard to follow with all the allure of the five sense strands of pleasure. What is the antidote? It is practice, which reveals what we are clinging to: that which is impermanent, disappointing (incapable of ever fulfilling us), and impersonal. We will not see these Three Marks of Existence, the true nature of things, so we go on trapped, revolving in samsara, faring according to our karma (deeds), constantly facing and having to endure the results. When our deeds (intentional actions) are motivated by greed (attraction), hatred (aversion or fear), and delusion (wrong views), the result is suffering. When our karma is rooted in nongreed (letting go), nonhatred (kindness, heart), and/or wisdom (right view), the results (vipaka and phala) are sweet. It's our choice IF only we were mindful and in control of ourselves, but we usually are not. Buddhists are as bad as the Mexicans, always going on about Death.
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Though the Buddha talked about 31 Planes of Existence, they were distilled down to just these 6
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Death stands behind all rebirth.
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Good thing we'll never die and need not be mindful

Buddhists are crazy and stupid. Don't think about Death! Think about LIFE! Live it up, Man, live!!! Why the heck think about Death? - What if how we live is how we die? There is more than just this life. Samsara (the wandering through life and death) keeps going. We don't really die. We are wise to do something for the future, to prepare for it. If it all just "ended," we might be right to be hedonists living it up all the time. But it doesn't end, so we're neither insane nor dumb to be mindful of Death. It helps living life after life, and fearing (ignoring and avoiding) causes many problems that could be avoided with a little bravery to look even on Halloween.
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Saturday, October 26, 2024

Dia de los Muertos, Hollywood (10/26)

Mara: It's so nice of humans to remember me and King Yama, celebrating us as saints
This year (2024) the celebration at Hollywood Forever cemetery falls on Oct. 26th.
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I'm the hottest La Catrina. Everyone knows it.
Every year on the last Saturday before November 2nd, Hollywood Forever cemetery and mausoleum welcomes the Los Angeles community onto its funereal grounds to celebrate Dia de Los Muertos – the "Day of the Dead."

Dia de Los Muertos is one of Mexico’s most colorful traditional holidays, now celebrated throughout the Americas, including L.A. (Latin America). It reunites and honors beloved ancestors who have crossed over, family, and friends.


I see dead people. And they're real pretas.
It is believed that on Dia de Los Muertos, the living commune with the dead – the mystical time when the "veil" is lifted between their two realms (human plane and ghost realm) so that they may share a day together.

At Hollywood Forever participants from the around the world, most of them in costume, to spend a unique and memorable day. The cemetery comes to life with joyful celebration, as a vibrant procession featuring hundreds of Aztec ritual dancers who weave through the cemetery.

What does Mexican Buddhism know about life/death?
  • Buddhist missionaries peacefully arrived in California and Mexico before Christian Catholicism launched a European genocide. See An Inglorious Columbus by Edward P. Vining (1885) and A Narrative History of Buddhism in America by Rick Fields. There are ancient traces of Buddhism, Hinduism, and Kemetic Egyptian traditions throughout the Grand Canyon, too.
Hi! We're Three Wiseguys here to see the boy!
More than 100 altars (ofrendas or "offerings"), created by members of the community in remembrance of their ancestors and loved ones, dot the grounds.

Musical performances by Grammy Award-winning recording artists entertain from five stages.

I'd rather be depressed, cling to loss
An art exhibition in The Cathedral Mausoleum displays hundreds of original artworks.

Food vendors from around Los Angeles, arts and crafts vendors, and a children’s arts project area complete the experience.

At the end of the day, judges choose the best dressed calaca ("skeleton"), as well as the most memorable votive altars.

This is truly an unforgettable experience! Find out more about Dia de Los Muertos celebration. More


In a Nutshell

There's a bigger costume contest than this.
Celebrated primarily in Mexico, November 2nd is Dia de Los Muertos, the "Day of the Dead." It remembers the lives of the deceased with food, drink, and celebration. This annual celebration is a daylong festival, featuring gorgeous altars, Aztec dancers, five stages of music and dance, arts and crafts, a ritual procession, and much more. It attracts attendees from around the world to Hollywood Forever
Mexican meditation