Showing posts with label hardcore zen. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hardcore zen. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 2, 2026

Punk rock: The story of the Germs

(Sound of History) The Germs: the most explosive punk band
The Germs: Bassist Lorna Doom; guitarist Pat Smear; drummer Don Bolles; singer Darby Crash
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Darby Crash, April 1980, L.A.
The most interesting thing about Irish American singer and lead vocalist for the Germs Darby Crash (Jan Paul Beahm) is that he was a Buddhist in 1970s Los Angeles. He alludes to it in the song "The Slave."

THE SLAVE: It starts in your head/ And moves to your hands/ Your body starts shakin'/ 'Cause you're in demand/ You do the slave to the beat/ Of the neuro-sutra can-can/ You're lashed 'twixt the stars/ With your ice and motor cars/ You do the slave to the beat/ Of the neuro-sutra can-can/ Oh yea! Yea! Pull out the Zen/ I've got a Buddhist principle in my hand

The Sound of One Hand Clapping | Medium
Your life seems wasted, your bodies laced in/ Don't stop now, you've got to trace it/ You put your hands together/ Writhe in the shackle/ You twist your body round/ 'Til it starts to crackle/ You do the slave to the beat/ Of the neuro-sutra can-can/ You're lashed 'twixt the stars/ With your ice and motor cars/ You do the slave to the beat/ Of the neuro-sutra can-can/ Oh yea! Yea! Pull out the Zen/ I've got a Buddhist principle in my hand/ Your life seems wasted, your bodies laced in/ Don't stop now, you've got to trace it// Right here right now, shake it in and out now/ Lights on, off now, make it spin and fight now.

So long before there was a Nirvana, long before Darby's guitarist and best friend Pat Smear began playing for Nirvana, there was already interest in bringing about "the end of all suffering," which is the literal meaning of the Sanskrit term Nirvana. Female bassist Lorna Doom went off into oblivion or obscurity, but drummer Don Bolles went on to local greatness with Goth punk 45 Grave. Of course, Darby was a troubled teen in Hollywood, California, so he had bigger things to worry about than ending suffering. He had addictions to develop, dysfunctional coping mechanisms, and remembering to use the microphone near his mouth during live performances on his mind.


He was clearly a very talented wordsmith on his way to a fabulous career if everything hadn't come crashing down around him. Drugs and drunkenness. They'll be the ruin of most rockers who think they'll be different and go untouched by the predictable three-stage tragedy of use, abuse, and demise. Good thing Joan Jett recorded and produced them so well before it was too late.

Don Bolles went on to play fastest song in world till then: "Black Cross"
(well, there was the lightning fast "Red Tape" by Circle Jerks, too)

Truth about Rock 'n Roll industry: fake

I inspired Nirvana and played with and for Kurt
(Rock N' Roll True Stories) Melvins' King Buzzo (Buzz Osborne): Rock's most brutal truth-teller?

Fecal Matter was a punk rock band from Aberdeen, Washington state. FM was formed in 1985 by Kurt Cobain, Nirvana's future frontman, along with Dale Crover of the Melvins and drummer Greg Hokanson. Melvins members Buzz Osborne (also known as "King Buzzo") and Mike Dillard appeared in a later version of the band during rehearsals the following year. The band was short-lived, disbanding in 1986. Songs from the group's sole recording session were issued as the Illiteracy Will Prevail demo tape.

addiction, band, corporate, drugs, ego, exposed, grunge, heavy metal, KISS, music, nirvana, profit motive, rock n' roll, selling out, sex industry

Tuesday, June 23, 2026

I was one of LA's Wasted Youth teen punks



Wasted Youth: "Problem Child"

Atomic Video Jukebox(Atomic Video Jukebox) I first heard LA's Wasted Youth (with frontman Danny Spira) on "Rodney on the ROQ" (Mayor of the Sunset Strip pervy Jewish Rodney Bingenheimer's new-music radio show on KROQ in LA) in 1981.


I immediately went out and bought their hardcore punk album Reagan's In and wore it out over time playing it so much.
Wasted Youth: Reagin's In
(Dead Kennedys) "California Uber Alles" San Francisco scene punks

I first saw Wasted Youth early in 1982 at the Hollywood Palladium when they played with T.S.O.L., the Adolescents, Social Distortion, Youth Brigade, and others. It was an amazing show with a very active mosh pit!


We Got Power! (The Decibel Store)
I blended the footage with digital audio from their album and made this fan video from live footage of the band as well as post-gig footage at Oki Dog in Hollywood, Los Angeles, all shot by Dave Markey.

Dave Markey of We Got Power Films, drummer of Sin 34, was very ambitious and always carried a movie camera and film with him back then. And from the footage he shot, he made some short films and the punkumentary The SLOG Movie, featuring a number of SoCal bands including Sin 34.

Still Not Dead | Hard to Kill | No Quit
This video was put together by me uses his footage, which he shot for the Slog Movie. #WastedYouth #ProblemChild​ #DavidMarkey​ #DaveMarkey​ #WeGotPowerFilms​ #punk​ #PunkRock​ #SoCalPunk​ #AtomicVideoJukebox #DJAtomic #djatomiclv #djatomic702

DISCLAIMER: I do not own the rights to any of the audio or video. All audio, video, and images belong to their respective copyright holders. I am just here to promote content creators, artists, and musicians, all of whom I hold all in the highest regard. If copyright holders have not been given proper credit for any of their material that appears in this video, or if they wish their content NOT be used in this video, PLEASE contact me so that I may correct the issue by crediting work or providing appropriate links to websites or removing content. Contact me at: hansonmeyer@yahoo.com. Wasted Youth Problem Child 1981 ATOMIC.
  • Punk's Not Dead; Atomic Video Jukebox, 5/10/21; Seth Auberon, Dhr. Seven, Crystal Q. (eds.), Wisdom Quarterly

Friday, June 5, 2026

New music(k) discovery: death metal twins


Twin sister rockers Jackie and Jessica Parry
On Friday's "Stay or Go" segment of KLOS' (95.5 FM) The Heidi and Frank Show, there was a big surprise when power duo and twin sisters Dianthvs (dianthvsmusic.net, pronounced /die-ann-tuss/) broke out with a mash of grindcore and Evanescence vocals. One sister plays the guitar, the other is a drum impresario, and both sing. It's hard to believe so much sound and noise are coming from two dainty gals from Riverside. They will be playing at Revelry Brewing in Temecula on Aug. 1, 2026.

Dianthvs is a Southern California progressive metalcore band led by twin sisters Jessica and Jackie Parry. They fuse classical piano roots, moody atmospherics, and crushing heaviness (drums and metal guitar) into a sound that blurs beauty and brutality. Jackie is on lead vocals and guitar, while percussionist Jessica holds down the backing vocals and drumming duties.
  • dianthvsmusic YouTube: @dianthvsmusic TikTok: @dianthvsmusic Instagram: @dianthvsmusic WEBSITE: dianthvsmusic.net
What is H&F's "Stay or Go"?
Matt Pinfield of MTV fame joins Frank and Heidi to judge Stay or Go
How BabyMetal girls took over metal
What has Evanescence unleashed?

Monday, June 1, 2026

Sex, Drugs, 'n Kung Fu: I will kill you, Pt. 2

(Ming)

Bruce Lee was the real thing.
What really killed Hollywood's Bruce Lee? According to Dr. Joel D. Wallach (criticalhealthnews.com), it is unequivocal and perfectly clear that ignorance and a terrible diet killed the superstar and legendary mixed martial artist. What killed Bruce at the young age of 32? Wheatgerm (gluten) and malnourishment from gluten and other things that prematurely depleted him. Lee disciplined himself to death with a wrong idea of how to get or stay healthy. What did Bruce eat?

(Discovered Files) American Jim Kelly offered proof of Lee's fighting skills

A very diverse diet would have been much better, avoiding extremes, fads, and health trends, but that would not have saved him (or us) from deficiencies in depleted farmland soil. That is why supplementation has become essential.

  • (We say this as extreme vegans interested in maintaining our great health. Dr. Wallach says real food supplements are now a must due to soil depletion, processing, and lots of bad information out there. You are responsible for your diet choices because you will be the one to bear the tragic health results of any mistake made in choosing what to put in this pure temple of a body: avoid ultra processed foods, avoid eating the dead, avoid stale/toxic substances that are not stored correctly. Eat to enjoy, eat for flavor, eat lots of fiber and foods in their natural state or processed in beneficial ways such as culturing, light fermentation, drying, preserving, seasoning... As with all things, we are ultimately responsible for ourselves and cannot give that job over to someone else as much as we would like to, for choosing to not choose for ourselves is also a choice, and believing Big Pharma, doctors, and surgeons can often be fatal. Look around. Look how healthy everyone in our society is).

Circle Jerks' Keith goes off on Republican



Back Against the Wall: You yell out in defiance/ You're backed up against their wall/ They're up there clutching their guns/ It makes you feel real small// So you can cuss, spit, throw bottles/ Broken glass/ But it all ends up with handcuffs on your hands// You run around and spray paint/ Graffiti on everybody's wall/ You think that's bitchin’ man/ That ain't nothing at all!// So you can cuss, spit, throw bottles/ Broken glass/ But it ends up with a swift kick to your ass
 
San Francisco hardcore Dead KennedysNazi Punks F*ck Off (LIVE)

Trapped [Karma]: Trapped, I'm trapped/ Trapped, I'm trapped/ Trapped, I'm trapped/ Trapped, I'm trapped/ What did I do to deserve this?/ Painted myself into a corner/ What did I do to deserve this?/ Painted myself into a corner/ No windows, doors, or a ladder/ Trapped, I'm trapped/ Trapped, I'm trapped/ What did I do to deserve this?/ Running down a black alleyway/ What did I do to deserve this?/ Running down a black alleyway/ Trash cans, chain link fence line the way/ I'm trapped/ I'm trapped


Wasted: I was so wasted/ I was so wasted// I was a hippie/ I was a burnout/ I was a dropout/ You know I was out of my head/ And I was a surfer/ I had a skateboard/ I was so happy, man/ You know I lived on the Strand/ I was so wasted, I was wasted/ I was so wasted, I was wasted// I was so f*cked up/ I was so screwed up/ I was so jacked up/ Couldn't get any higher than that/ And I was so pilled up/ I was so nebbed out/ I was so jacked up/ I was out of my head// I was so wasted, I was wasted/ I was so wasted, I was wasted


Group Sex: Group sex!/ Group sex!/ Group sex!/ Group sex!// Private swing party Friday and Saturday/ Wouldn't it be nice/ To have a party where the couples/ Are friendly and mellow?/ A low-key atmosphere/ Where you can explore/ The most sensual fantasies/ With other aware sensitive couples?// Group sex!/ Group sex!/ Group sex!/ Group sex!// Where you can bring someone/ You care about without embarrassment?/ With privacy, good food, and music/ Refreshments, cleanliness/ And a super-jacuzzi, too?/ That's what parties at the A-Frame are all about/ Call (213) 659-3756/ Best time to call is Friday and Saturday afternoons/ See you there!/ Group sex!


Paid Vacation: Hope you're having fun/ Where's your uniform, where's your gun?/ Better rub up that suntan lotion/ 'Cause you'll be fighting in the hot sun/ It's not Vietnam/ Just another oil company scam/ Salute that flag for Uncle Sam/ Get your money out, place your bets/ It's Afghanistan!// Fix bayonets, check grenades/ Got enough bullets, got enough rounds to wipe out this place/ Where’s the infantry and the cavalry?/ Parachutes fill the skies as bodies burn and people die// It's not Vietnam/ It's another oil company scam...

"Wild in the Streets" (live at Coachella '25)

Keith Morris has a bit of an attitude
Jewish punker Keith Brian Morris (born 1955) [1] is an American singer and songwriter known for his role as frontman of the hardcore punk bands Black Flag (The Black Flag situation is pathetic), Circle Jerks, and the supergroup OFF!. Born and raised in Hermosa Beach, California, he formed Black Flag at the age of 21 with guitarist Greg Ginn and performed on the band's 1979 debut EP Nervous Breakdown. Shortly after leaving Black Flag in 1979, he formed the Circle Jerks with guitarist Greg Hetson. The band released seven albums between 1980 and 1995 and have broken up and reformed numerous times. More

Keith Morris' punk supergroup OFF! - "Wiped Out" (OFFicial video)


Friday, May 29, 2026

I will kill you: Viking vs. Bruce Lee, East/West


"I will kill you" the Western way
Gee whiz, did nobody love you as kids, Guys?
LYRICS
: "I Will Kill You": Bleed from my pain/ Revenge on treacherous snakes/ They will pay/ Slicing my flesh/ Sculptured wounds my catharsis/ I will stain/ Into the heart/ Needle injects gasoline/ Convulsions/ The one that they betrayed/ Has made them this way/ Plagued by the bastards/ I will kill you/ Killed by my rage/ Scream at my face/ The grisly scars went unavenged/ Until now/ Deep in the hole/ You are gagged and scream aloud/ But unheard/ Choke on your vomit/ You watch your hands cut off/ Then your legs/ The one that you betrayed/ Will kill you this way/ Scarred by the bastards/ I will kill you/ Killed by my rage/ I must kill you/ Into the throat/ The scalpel slices/ Warm blood sprays out/ The gushing entices/ Pull out your heart/ And let you watch/ Shove in your mouth/ Then stab your crotch/ I watch your agony/ I am released from years of pain/ Your death averted my becoming insane/ You are dead, I have killed you (Genius)
Once Upon a Time in Hollywood

Monday, May 18, 2026

What's punk got to do with Buddhism?


(Jacob DeSio Reviews) Ideology over aesthetics: To be without rulers: SLC Punk: Punks v Posers

It's my look, but maybe it'll be my ideology.
Maybe it's just by chance that an American growing up in Amerikkka would gravitate towards punk rock's aggressive musick, rebellion, DIY ethic, and freedom-oriented rock aesthetic AND also toward the Teachings of the "Awakened One" (the Buddha). After all, if we were to translate the term "Budh-ism" into English, "Awakenism" would be a great start.

The Dharmic traditions all lean towards liberation (moksha, vimutti = "freedom") and, as such, they did not really begin as "religions." They're treated as religions now, to be sure. The British colonizers imposed that way of thinking on the various dharmas or "doctrines" of India, the paths to freedom taught by famous awakening teachers. It's good to say "awakening" here instead of "awakened" because Buddhism does not recognize that everyone who is called "enlightened" actually is. What the Buddha meant by the term is very specific. In Buddhism, arahant (Sanskrit arhat) is reserved for seven kinds of livings beings (the "noble ones" or Aryans):
  1. stream enterer (three kinds of sotapannas):
    1. one-seeder (ekabijin)
    2. one who will be reborn at most seven times (sattakkhattuparama)
    3. one reborn among noble families three or four times (kolankola).
  2. once returner (sakkadagami)
  3. non-returner (anagami)
  4. fully awakened (arahant). One could say there are three kinds of arhats as well since in addition to being a "fully" awakened noble disciple, one might be a "non-teaching supremely enlightened person" (pacceka-buddha) or in extraordinarily rare instances, a "supremely enlightened teacher" (samma-sam-buddha).
  • These descriptions are part of Early Buddhism, preserved in the Pali canon of Theravada Buddhism, specifically explained in The Path to Freedom (Vimutti-magga), condensed to just four kinds by lumping the three varieties of stream enterers into just one grouping in The Path of Purification (Visuddhi-magga). It seems that in these modern times, only Wisdom Quarterly cares about the distinction. Goodness knows that by borrowing from Brahmanism and Hinduism, later Mahayana movement writers have invented new categories like countless bodhisattvas, mahasattvas, and "Cosmic Buddhas" like Amitabbha, Vairocana, Ksitigarbha, and others to worship in place of taking guidance (sarana) from the historical Buddha Shakya-muni ("Sage of the Indo-Scythians/Sakas"), Siddhattha Gotama, Siddhartha Gautama.

But before actual stream entry (entering the "stream" or sota that inevitably leads to complete freedom = nirvana), there are practices and beliefs the Dharmic traditions have in common, like reaching samadhi ("stillness," "mental coherence" resulting in "superconsciousness," sublime states and transcendental realizations). In fact, many Indian traditions consider samadhi to be the ultimate goal, knowing nothing higher. The Buddha did certainly point higher, adding insight practices (vipassana) to the already known states of meditative absorptions (the dhyanas or in Pali jhanas).

Minor Threat: "I was early to finish. I was late to start. I might be an adult.
But I'm a minor at heart." Fugazi: I wait, I wait, I wait in the Waiting Room

The Eight Limbs of Yoga (Patanjali)
Why does Integral (Ashtanga) Yoga teach an eightfold system, as made popular by the sage Patanjali? It is precisely because of the historical Buddha's super popularity throughout the subcontinent at that time that Patanjali thought he should formulate the Vedic, Brahminical, Hindu (a term that would not be invented for centuries) path to samadhi in the same form as the Buddha's Ennobling (lit. Enlightening) Eightfold Path. "Noble" (Arya) means "enlightened."

Noble Eightfold Path (Dharma Wheel) | Zazzle
One has to slosh around through a lot of Western misinterpretations, explanations, practices, Eastern teachers, and etymologies to rectify one's understanding and remove the confusion that has settled on Eastern philosophy and Dharmic traditions to see it clearly. There have been many well-intentioned translators and teachers over the decades that have inadvertently muddied the water and introduced some wrong notions. It's inevitable. If one practices and practices, those misunderstanding get straightened out.


PUNK has always been about individualism, questioning, rebellion, a willingness to set off on one's own path of investigation, practice, and self-realization. No one can do it for us, and "faith" (particularly of the blind sort) is just not in the cards.

PUNK is fun and, at least in the past, was very funny. It was not profit-driven. The goal from the beginning was freedom, personal and social, to liberate oneself and others. Maybe no one agreed on what a revolution would look like, but the enemy was pretty clear: sexist/racist cops working for the economic elite to maintain the status quo, gatekeepers, authority figures, bosses, dictators, know-it-alls, the forces of oppression bearing down on our pursuit of life, liberty, and happiness.


The founding ideals of our country never promised happiness, but those ideals did very clearly say we had a right to PURSUE happiness as we saw fit. In practice, it was nothing like that, just an Animal Farm/1984-style set of tricks, being told what to believe, how to behave, what to like, what to follow, and so on. Enough of that. The hippies were right, but they were no longer getting anywhere, so the pendulum had to swing the other way. Workers had to arise. Conservatives had to knock it off. Liberals had to wake up. Somebody had to flip off the patriarchy and its father figures.

The CIA, FBI, and PTB (powers that be) were not going to let this movement succeed any more than they had any of the previous ones. They can't stop these things, but they can guide them to implode. Movements are like that. What about individuals? What about intellectuals, poets, artists, and independent thinkers? The government has a game called whack-a-mole for that. They stop this rebellion or that, but another one will take its place. It's like Jello once said in "I Am the Owl." Black Flag had something to say beyond self-defeating aggression when they sang, "Rise Above." But the hippies had something to say, too. "What the world needs now is peace, love, and understanding" and, if not, then how about anarchy, hate, and profanities. How does that strike you, Society?

If England/Britain ruined us as a colony-cum-country, it had a little something to do with the rebellion:


(egi alams) The Germs: The More Dangerous Sounding Darby Crash
  • Seth Auberon, Dhr. Seven, Pfc. Sandoval, Wisdom Quarterly