Showing posts with label burmese. Show all posts
Showing posts with label burmese. Show all posts

Monday, May 11, 2026

The Chainsaw-Wielding Monk of Texas


Wandering ascetic in the USA
Sitagu Buddha Vihara, Austin, Texas: Dhamma. 🪷 Behind every great story there’s a chainsaw-wielding Buddhist monk.

Which is to say, what I actually mean is each reporting process is populated by vibrant hidden figures like American Theravada Buddhist monk Bhante Nalaka (born Steven Waite).

He walked me and my family around Sitagu Buddha Vihara in Southwest Austin. I was at the Burmese Theravada Buddhist monastery hunting for a painting by exiled Burmese artist and activist Sitt Nyein Aye, but more on him in a moment.
Htein Lin | Mi Let To, the Crocodile Maiden (2017) | Art & Prints | Artsy
 
American Ven. Nalaka received us at the end of a meditation retreat, his voice starting as a whisper and rising throughout our chat.

Born in Massachusetts, he grew up an “Army brat” and has flowed in and out of monastic life since 1981. Ven. Nalaka has spent about three years as a caretaker of the monastery’s 16-acre property, which is crowned by a golden pagoda, the largest in the United States.

What's the meaning of it all, Bhante?

Stages of Progress on the Buddhist Path

Profile: Htein Lin, Arts Educator Pitstop
The Buddhist complex has 40 buildings in all, including a treehouse. Ven. Nalaka is eager to discuss his humble inheritance: endless maintenance issues.

“My first year was scraping all these walls” to remove bubbling paint from leaks and humidity damage, he said. In 2023, he chainsawed 13 acres of felled tree limbs after an ice storm. “I had burn piles going everywhere,” he claimed.

Last year, the monks repainted the pagoda’s exterior using a 135-foot crane and “at least 20 gallons” of imported paint. If suffering is the path to liberation, Ven. Nalaka is making progress—and the monastery is looking sharp.

Exiled art of Myanmar in Texas

Artists are artists and will let you know it.
The one feature of the property that Ven. Nalaka didn’t seem to know about was Sitt Nyein Aye’s artwork, a fact that had my nerves running throughout our interview. But after a bit of wandering,

I spotted Sitt’s idiosyncratic line work in a multi-panel painting in the dining hall. This visit closes out my story on Sitt (Exiled artist Sitt Nyein Aye stoked faraway fight for democracy), which can be read about in @swcontemporary (southwestcontemporary.com) today (link in bio).

Idiosyncratic line work on panel at Sitagu, TX
It starts with his tragic death in Colorado and weaves backwards through his revolutionary work in Burma (Myanmar), exile in the Southwest, and late-career artistic projects.

I sought to examine Sitt’s legacy as a member of a “hyperlocal diaspora” -- Burmese artists, including @chaweithein (Ms. Chaw Ei Theinprofileart blog) and @artisthteinlin (RIPArtsy), who’ve found refuge in America and craft vivid portals back home.
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AUTHOR: obscuratorial (37w) 📷 PHOTOS: 1-3 are by my dad, Mark Eddy. The rest are by me, of Sitt Nyein Aye's untitled 2012 painting at Sitagu Buddha Vihara. The piece depicts some revered Buddhist temples in India. Source

Thursday, January 22, 2026

FREE: The 'Higher Doctrine' (Abhidhamma)

 
Unraveling the Mysteries of Mind
and Body through Abhidhamma
AUTHOR: Sayalay Susila
EDITOR: Dhr. Seven (Wisdom Quarterly)
FOREWORD: Pa-Auk Tawya Sayadaw Bhaddanta Accina
Namo Tassa Bhagavato Arahato Sammāsambuddhassa
("Homage to the Exalted, the Worthy, the Supremely Self-Awakened One").

INTRODUCTION
Unravelling Abhidhamma
"Mind leads the world" (Dhp 1). Is this really true? Only when we understand how the mind works will we truly know. Mind is something close to us yet very far away. Mind is the culprit behind all of our unwholesome karma (thought, speech, deed), yet it is also the director of all of our skillful, wholesome behavior, deeds that soothe the heart.

The study of Abhidhamma helps us gain an understanding of how the mind works, which is essential for us to lead happy and blameless lives. In Abhidhamma, the ultimate realities of mind and matter that make up this so-called "living being" are seen to be an impersonal stream of consciousness-moments and infinitesimally small particles that continuously arise and pass away utterly dependent on causes and conditions.

So the study of Abhidhamma helps the mind shed the painful illusion of there being an “I,” a permanent self persisting through all experiences.

Most of the problems of life spring from ignorance and craving associated with this “I” and the self-centeredness that is its offspring. When the mind understands that there is, in an ultimate sense, no such “I,” it will let go of intense clinging.

The truth sets us free. To be more precise, knowing-and-seeing what is ultimately true sets us free. Life’s problems suddenly evaporate. All becomes light. We awaken to truth and are freed from all forms of suffering.

This can be accomplished through a thorough study of Abhidhamma and practical meditation experiences.

The Abhidhamma Pitaka is one of the "three baskets" (tipitaka), the three divisions of the Buddha’s teachings. Abhidhamma is a combination of two terms, abhi ("higher, special, sublime") and Dhamma ("universal truth or teaching"). Therefore, Abhidhamma is the "higher teaching" of the Buddha or the "Doctrine in ultimate terms."

This Dhamma is grounded in observable truth and reality one is able to directly experience. It is not a faith or belief system. It is not a metaphysical "theory," as some portray it, but rather a systematic explanation and guide to how it is possible for earnest meditators to directly know-and-see, finally culminating in enlightenment (bodhi).

All physical and mental phenomena are fully classified and explained in the system of Abhidhamma. That is why the Theravada Buddhist tradition regards the Abhidhamma as the most perfect exposition on the true nature of existence, realized by the penetrative wisdom of a supremely enlightened ene.

Truth
Ven. Dr. Pa Auk Sayadaw
According to Abhidhamma philosophy, there are two types of truth. The first is conventional truth (sammuti sacca), which refers to ordinary concepts, such as “tree,” “house,” “human,” “you,” “me,” “person,” “body,” “being,” and so on. Such concepts are closely linked to language, culture, and conditioning.

We assume that these concepts are objective realities, that they actually exist. They seem to exist, yes, but if we were to examine these concepts closely, we would find that they in no way exist as irreducible entities. Why? They can be broken down into smaller and smaller components.

For example, if we discern the Four Elements (the characteristics of matter) in the body, the “body” breaks down into innumerable, infinitesimal particles (kalapas). If we further analyze these particles, they also break down. We find that each particle contains eight inseparable elements or characteristics:
  1. earth (solidity),
  2. water (cohesion),
  3. fire (temperature),
  4. wind (movement),
  5. color,
  6. smell,
  7. taste,
  8. nutritive essence.
These elements are the final, irreducible components of matter (material existence). By penetrating conventional truth with wisdom, we can eventually realize ultimate truth.

Ultimate truth (paramattha sacca), according to Abhidhamma, means something that cannot be further broken down or subdivided into smaller components. It is a final and irreducible part of existence, which exists by reason of its own intrinsic nature (sabhāva).

For example, the earth-element in our human bodies, as well as in other animate things, exists with its intrinsic nature of hardness or softness, whereas the fire-element exists with its intrinsic nature of heat or cold. While a body is conventional truth, the elements that make up the body are the final, irreducible components of its existence, and no amount of analysis can break them down any further.

Of these two types of truth, Abhidhamma deals primarily with ultimate truth.

This book is divided into three parts. The first describes ultimate truths. In Abhidhamma, ultimate truth is fourfold:
  1. Consciousness (conditioned phenomena)
  2. Mental factors (conditioned)
  3. Matter (conditioned)
  4. Nirvana (unconditioned).
The first three of these ultimate truths comprise the totality of conditioned existence. Together, consciousness and mental factors are what we conventionally call the “mind” on the one hand. Matter, on the other hand, is what we conventionally call the “body.”

The successive coming together of mind-and-matter is what we conventionally call “I,” a person, human being, animal, or whatever the case may be.

The concept “I” is a conventional truth, whereas consciousness, mental factors, and matter are ultimate truths. These three ultimate truths are conditioned dhammas (phenomena) produced by causes and conditions, subject to radical change, dissolution, constant fading away, and are hurtling toward destruction.

They are subtle and profound dhammas that cannot be seen with the ordinary eye. However, they can be discerned by a mind well trained in concentration and insight.

Nirvana (nibbana), the fourth ultimate truth, is unconditioned. That is to say, it is not produced by any cause or condition. Therefore, it does not change. Nirvana can be experienced here and now.

The Buddha's path-of-practice is gradual (progressive) training in higher virtue, higher concentration, and higher wisdom. TO BE CONTINUED
  • Unravelling the Mysteries of Mind and Body Through Abhidhamma (PDF)
  • To order a physical copy of the latest edition, email Bro Low at janaka.low@gmail.com
  • sayalaysusila.net/dhamma-gallery/books
  • EDITORIAL NOTE: When the nun asked me to edit the first edition of this book, which is based on her very popular PowerPoint presentations, I did so thinking the final version would be run by me. It was not. Many hands contributed, often undoing much of the consistency I put in place. It went back and forth so often that I left it to her to leave it a mishmash. But here the standard American (rather than British) grammar is restored as is the choice of translated Pali and Sanskrit terms. These are minor issues but important to any editor. Much was fixed by the time of our third edition but imperfectly so.
INWARD PATH PUBLISHER, Penang • Malaysia. Originally published in Inward Journey Book Series (2005), an imprint of Inward Path Publisher for FREE distribution. This newly revised edition 2012 is published to support the establishment of Appamada Vihari, an International Meditation Center, where Sayalay Susila is the abbess. An Inward Wisdom Book. Published by INWARD PATH PUBLISHER. 14 Phuah Hin Leong Road, off Burma Road, 10050 Georgetown, Penang, MALAYSIA, P.O. Box 1034 General Post Office, 10830 Georgetown, Penang, MALAYSIA.
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Text copyright © Sayalay Susila 2005-2012. Layout and design copyright © Inward Path Publisher 2005-2012. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED: No part of this book may be reproduced in any manner, any form, or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage and retrieval systems, without permission in writing from the publisher and author. Perpustakaan Negara Malaysia cataloguing-in-publication data Sayalay Susila, 1963, Unravelling the Mysteries of Mind & Body Through Abhidhamma/Sayalay Susila. ISBN 978-983-3512-03-4.1. Abhidharma.   2. Dharma (Buddhism).   3. Mind and Body-Religious aspects--Buddhism.  I. Title. 294.3824. Cover design and book layout by Sunanda Lim. Printed in Penang, Malaysia.

Tuesday, October 14, 2025

31-y.o. techie chooses a monk's life


Why a 31-year old Singaporean techie chose the monk's life
(Handful of Leaves) Oct. 14, 2025: Handful of Leaves Podcast. Rich in Buddhist Singapore, from dating girls to reading about Elon Musk to thinking about politics, he was in search of meaning in his early 20s. All that changed when he read about the Buddha and his monastic followers.

Handful of Leaves had the awesome opportunity to speak with novice Samanera/Anagarika Phra Ryan before he took full ordination. Here’s his story of becoming a Buddhist monk at the prime of his career in Singapore's tech industry.

This is also how young only son Ryan, with family members of a different religious faith, arrived at this path of Buddhist monasticism. #BuddhistWisdom #MindfulLiving #FaithAndPractice

ABOUT: Halfway through his university studies, Ryan embarked on a spiritual journey into the deeper meaning of life and found himself drawn towards Buddhism. It was during a silent retreat in the Australian bush at a Theravada monastery, which marked the beginning of an eight-year journey into monkhood. This is his story.
⏱ TIMESTAMPS
  • (00:00) – First week as a Buddhist novice (monk-to-be): nervous then relief
  • (01:30) – Meeting Ajahn Dhammasiha and first retreats
  • (03:00) – Life as an anagarika and his family’s reaction
  • (05:00) – Growing up privileged and searching for meaning
  • (07:05) – Parents’ and friends’ response to his ordination
  • (09:10) – Luang Por’s [Senior Monk's] teaching: life without mindfulness is crazy
  • (10:00) – Goal of practice: freeing the mind from clinging/attachment
  • (11:15) – Wearing the robe [Banner of the Arahants] and facing “imposter syndrome”
  • (12:09) – Choosing Wat Marp Jan [Monastery] under Luang Por [Ven.] Anan
Special thanks to Handful of Leaves' sponsors: Buddhist Youth Network, Lim Soon Kiat, Alvin Chan, Tan Key Seng, Soh Hwee Hoon, Geraldine Tay, Venerable You Guang, Wilson Ng, Diga, Joyce, Tan Jia Yee, Joanne, Suñña, Shuo Mei, Arif, Bernice, Wee Teck, Andrew Yam, Kan Rong Hui, Wei Li Quek, Shirley Shen, Ezra, Joanne Chan, Hsien Li Siaw, Gillian Ang, Wang Shiow Mei, Ong Chye Chye, Melvin, Yoke Kuen, Nai Kai Lee, Amelia Toh, Hannah Law, Shin Hui Chong, Dennis Lee
🎬 Editor: Hong Jiayi. ✍️ Transcribers: Cheryl Cheah, Tan Si Jing, Bernice Bay. 🎨 Visuals and Sound: Anton Thorne, Tan Pei Shan, Ang You Shan.

Wednesday, October 1, 2025

Buddhist teacher Beth Upton on vacation


Monthly update: a month offline. Please rejoice!
I was a British Buddhist nun in Burma
Hello, friends. Those who have been on retreat with me will know that love this part of the Vitakkasanthana Sutta (MN20):

“Just as a person walking quickly might consider, 'Why am I walking quickly? Why don’t I walk slowly?’ And that person would walk slowly. Then one might consider, 'Why am I walking slowly? What if I were to stand still?’ And one would stand still. Then one might consider, 'Why am I standing still? What if I were to sit down?’ And one would sit down. Then one might consider, 'Why am I sitting? Why don’t I lie down?’ And one would lie down.”


Buddhist meditation teacher Beth Upton 2025
This is me this summer.
If August has been me slowing down, then September is me stopping. For the first time in a very long time, I do not have a single online commitment for the entire month. Please rejoice!

I will be using the time to meditate and nourish myself in the Dhamma, the Buddha's Teachings, and my sincere wish is that as I deepen my own practice, so do others.

Sangha Support Group (bethupton.com)
While I am offline, please make good use of our Sangha (Spiritual Community) support groups and our wonderful Team of Teaching Assistants to keep nourished and supported in Buddhist practice.

If anyone really misses me, then remember, I also have a YouTube channel. 😁

This week’s video is about a topic very dear to my heart: science and what I would like scientists to know about the Dhamma. So watch the video, spread the word, and let’s see if we can make some cross-cultural magic happen! WATCH:

Consciousness and science
In addition, Kerem will kindly be leading September’s Full Moon Gathering. This month it lands on Sunday, Sept. 7th, and will be on the juicy topic of the third Noble Truth: Nirvana (Nibbana).


And for those of you wanting to deepen a sense of global Sangha, Jon Krop of Sit Heads Meditation Club is valiantly organizing an international “meditate-a-thon” in support for humanitarian aid for the children of Gaza. He welcomes all to join the global sitting on Sept. 6th, 2025, or sponsor a meditator, or both. Register to join the sitting here. And sponsor a meditator here. It would be great to see a lot of support for this, so please do join in if you can.

Urgent Gaza relief [from Israel's famine, genocide, extermination] needed (pcrf.net)
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We can all support each other and rest.
The plan is for me to be back online in October 2025 with the usual array of online groups and offerings to be announced in my October newsletter.

Lastly, thanks! Retreat time is only possible for me because of generous voluntary support. I will be sharing merits with all who have contributed to making this month happen. Support my work.

With much metta and gratitude,

Beth Upton
  • Beth Upton, bethupton.com, Sept. 1, 2025; Dhr. Seven (ed.), Wisdom Quarterly

Monday, July 28, 2025

How to reach Nirvana... (Beth Upton)


I've no advice, so Beth will explain.
Hello, friends! Perhaps it goes without saying, but I am going to say it anyway: I love our Sangha (Spiritual Community).

A few years back, if someone had told me that we’d have co-created such an engaged, enthusiastic, emotionally honest community of deeply dedicated practitioners, it would have been right on the edge of my wildest dreams. But here we are, doing it together.

When I step back and take it in, it astonishes me in the most beautiful way. Sangha can serve us in many ways as we navigate our Dhamma paths: It can be where we form wise friendships (kalyana-mittas), where we come for support, accountability, inspiration, and connection.

Dad, Delphine (VW), and Beth Upton
Then, sometimes, if we’re really lucky, we might receive one of those rare transformative moments of feeling truly seen, loved, supported, and accepted in our fullness. I had one of those rare and special moments recently, when I received this:

Watch me, or else... If the Dhamma is the love of my life, then Delphine [my VW van] is the second love. Here is a photo of me and my Dad with her a few days ago. On second thought, maybe I should have put my Dad ahead of my van on the list of things I love the most, but I’m sure he’ll understand.


Is there any way to speed up this process already?

So how do we attain Nirvana
(Pali Nibbana) when we’re stuck in second gear? The answer, for most of us, is that we don’t.

Perhaps a better question is why on earth would we want to do that? Why would we want to make the journey unnecessarily clunky, sluggish, and inefficient?


Sometimes we’re our own worst enemies (aren’t we?) holding on tightly to all things coarse and burdensome, willfully keeping ourselves stuck in second gear, all while reserving the right to complain when progress is slow.

I'll get this alone by brute force! (No you won't)
Sometimes we want the best of both worlds (don’t we?), the familiarity and comfort of life in second gear, as well as swift progress towards Nirvana. Unfortunately, that’s not possible.

Let me know in the comments: What’s keeping you stuck in second gear? Let’s get confessional.
  • Is it the late-night pretzels, like our dear friend Dan Harris?
  • Or rather is it the late-night binges of online content?
  • Is it a relationship that really needs to shift?
  • A responsibility you need to put down?
  • A bad habit you need to break?
Can a group go farther than an individual?
Let’s be wise friends to each other and harness the power of this wonderful Sangha to shift into a decisive third or even fourth gear over the weeks to come.

Lastly, a huge thanks to all who got back to me with ideas of things to write about.*

In the meantime, to support this work, do that here: SUPPORT.


With much metta and gratitude, Beth Upton
*I received way more inspiration than I can process right now. For those who didn’t get a reply from me, please know that I did read and take note of every single suggestion that was sent. It’s just that there are only so many hours per week that I am willing to spend on my laptop. I hope you’ll understand. I’ll be writing about those things and more over the weeks and months to come. Maybe the next newsletter will be the one with a button to book time with me).
  • Beth Upton (bethupton.com), July 28, 2025, edited by Dhr. Seven, Wisdom Quarterly

Saturday, July 26, 2025

10% Happier with Beth Upton (Dan Harris)

There's happiness that does not depend on external things the Budda called piti (rapture)

Beth Upton as Brit Buddhist nun in Burma
Friends, at the beginning of the year, I made a commitment to write more. Since then, I have actually done a little writing every single day. Five gold stars!

Writers tell me it is important to keep up the habit, that practice makes progress. Obviously, it’s the same with meditation, so I am humbly practicing what I preach, trusting that if I just keep writing, eventually something good will come of it.

At the same time, it would be a huge help to know what readers actually want to read about.

Awesome enlightened teacher Pa Auk Sayadaw
My strength, if I dare say so myself, is attending and attuning to the person sitting in front of me. I’ve never been great at addressing a large or anonymous audience. It’s never quite clear what’s being requested of me with such an audience.

So when I sit down to write, I’m often left with a sense of well, What do readers want to know?

A few weeks ago, I recorded a podcast (see above) with the charming Dan Harris. As one can see, I enjoyed the conversation. He asked great questions and did a wonderful job of playing proxy for the average viewer who doesn’t know too much about the world of advanced Buddhist meditation.
The first time Pa Auk Sayadaw came to America, he was invited to California in Napa
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For me, it was my first real foray into addressing an audience I do not know. The same issue crops up here. Of all the precious and hidden gems the Dhamma (the Buddha’s Teaching) has to offer, which of them should I give this hour to? Again, instinct prompts me to ask, What does anyone want to know?

Podcast interview
Venerable Sayadaw Ashin Revata
Dan and I touch on past lives, absorption (jhana), science, and its relationship to the Buddha’s “Doctrine in Ultimate Terms” (Abhidhamma), eventually landing on a topic dear to my heart: the skillful and wholesome (kusala).

But the topic choice from my side was basically just a series of guesses. I don’t really have a clue what the average viewer of Dan’s podcast, or the average reader of my newsletter might want to know more about.

So please let me know at bethupton.com. Let me know in our next one-on-one meeting, or on a group call, or better still, in the comments below.

Also, if anyone would like for me to do more podcasts like this one with Dan Harris, please take a moment to like the video and leave a comment there.

Let us know in the comments which kinds of things the world would want to hear more from me in future videos.

Another successful Western female student of Pa Auk Sayadaw: Dr. Nikki

Where is the Buddhist hermitage they mention?
And for those of wondering where the button is to book one-on-one time with me, I am sending out monthly newsletters, interspersed with these ones that are just me writing about things. Open and read them all, just in case it’s the one with the button. 🌝

All of my work is done on a donation basis, which means that all of this is only possible because of generous voluntary support. Support this work at bethupton.com.

With much metta and gratitude, Beth Upton

What is the “Happiness Recipe,” Dan?
Recipe for happiness: unpacking kusala
There are two kinds of happiness, ecstatic (piti, rapture) and extended (sukha, blissfulness).
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I feel ecstatic!
Key takeaways: Kusala states = happy states: Kusala, drawn from the Buddhist psychology of the Abhidhamma—a system that breaks down experience into its most granular mental and emotional components—refers to a constellation of virtuous, skillful mind states.

Beth Upton calls it a “Buddhist happiness cake,” made from ingredients like generosity, mindfulness, uprightness, loving-kindness, and more.

One entry point unlocks the rest: We don’t need to cultivate them all at once—because focusing on just one quality (like loving-kindness, integrity, or gratitude) invites the rest to arise. These mental states are “best friends” who tend to show up together.

Letting go feels better than giving in: Our culture glorifies small, fast pleasures—like scrolling, snacking, and checking out—but deeper, more lasting happiness comes from subtle, wholesome states.

Letting go of ego and craving isn’t a sacrifice; it’s a relief. It’s not just for monastics: We don’t need a cave or a meditation cushion. Kusala can be woven into daily life—as we parent, commute, chop vegetables, or write emails. More